Back to school and Manifestation of thoughts

Oh nooooooooooooooooo Holiday is over T_T .Argh here comes everlasting school works and activities again =.=.Doesn't matter , i need to take things positively and optimistically from now on.Now, it seems today marks the beginning of a new era.New lifestyle,new teachers and new HAIRSTYLE??? ( zomg i am near bald now T_ T ) *sigh* such is the "cluster school" of Penang.PFS,Penang Free School, an once renowned school famous for being the oldest in penang ,or asia pacific? (not sure about this, those who knew about this fact , do correct me if i am wrong ^^ ) and also one of the most prestigious school has now turned into .....crappy cluster school .

I shall not go into details as how crap is crap but lets just say the school is now ... virtually on the verge of destruction.What's with the crazy idea of "garden with open air-cond" ? All this coming from our "great" headmaster whose promises are nothing but mere craps.How i wished i can go college argggggggg instead of this form 6 in pfs AGAIN? ZZZ ... ish ler , now i am nearly 80% confirmed going to form 6 due to financial circumstances.Please , if there are miracles, please do happen anytime now. I am desperately in need of them T_T.

Alright now, for today's thoughtful topic, i am gonna blog about the manifestation of our thoughts.If you are an avid book reader, then maybe you might have come across many books that tells us regarding our powerful mind power.In fact , there is even a film entitled "The Secret" that tells us about how powerful our mind really is.In that film, it is stated that the world revolves around the law of attraction.Whenever we think of what we want, the law of attraction will kick in and make our dreams come true.Basically,the law of attraction states that,our mind are capable of getting what we want if we just think of it hard enough.However, is it really that easy?

If it is as easy as what it has been stated,then why are there still so many misfortunes in this world?There are a lot of poor people in this world that have been wanting and craving to be rich and i am pretty sure their thoughts of getting rich are very strong.But even so, why do they still lives in midst of poverty?Therefore,today i would like to talk about how we can manifest our thoughts into reality.

Maybe this so called mind power can only be realised in dreams.True , in dreams, our mind are capable of stimulating and creating whatever we wanted. What would it be if you are given control of your dreams?What would you like to dream about? haha That would be great ,isn't it?But,could we control our dreams?The answer is YES,we can indeed control our dreams.This kind of dream control is called having a lucid dream.Basically, having a lucid dream means you are actually aware that you are dreaming and be able to use our own sub-conscious to control our actions in dreams. Do click on the link if you are interested in knowing the way to have lucid dream ^^.

But what i am talking about is not this .What i mean by manifestation of thoughts is the ability to make something to happen with just our bare mind.Psychic perhaps?hahah That would be great right? Just think about it.Every moment ,you are constantly thinking.So,what do you think you would do if you could ,lets say .. change the world with ur bare thoughts?Unfortunately the reality is a cruel place .This are all just my mere imaginations.However, the part about lucid dream is indeed true.Hence,what we can really do with our thoughts is maybe by using lucid dreams to give ourself a boost of confidence and give us one moment of how it feels like to be able to do what we wanted,even defying the law of nature.Here is an interesting question though, now if you are given a SINGLE chance to do whatever you want,even doing the impossibles ,what will you do? ^^

Of making decisions and choices...

Today,as expected, nothing productive being made again .Though,today , i wasted quite a good deal of money.Reasons? None. It is a total waste of money! I spent almost Rm 10 on public bus fees alone.What the heck? Either way,I was forced to make a choice again.I can choose to stay at home or to go out with friends.Though it was quite late already that time , 4 p.m ,I chose to go out.

It turned out that i made the wrong decision... again. Why does i always make the wrong decision ? I don't understand.Why am i so incapable of making the correct decisions? I wonder....Then again, only when i have done something wrong or when i am emo ,only then can i blog about something thoughtful.Sometimes, i really hope this kind of "me",this kind of mood, would stay with me forever.Only when i am in this kind of mood, can really makes me wonders a lot of things.

Making decisions .Everyone, at some point of their life will have to make an important decision for sure.Be it life-changing decisions or minor choices ,everyone sure needs to make decisions.But why ? Why is it so hard just to make a decision?Why can't we just say cincai to everything?*sigh* maybe when we are small , we can leave this decision making to our parents but when we are older , everything revolves around us is asking us to make a decision.

Making decisions can be very stressful,especially the one involving other ppl's life.Over and over again , i keep making the wrong choices ..... Until i couldn't be bothered to continue anymore.Sometimes , i just felt that the world is a much better place if everything is just there for you.No need to make any decisions, there is already a planned road ahead of you.Wouldn't it be better?

But then again, sometimes the road that have been planned for you might not be the best.I don't know what am i crapping now but one thing for sure, as of i now ,i am incapable of making any good decisions.Today, might be my last outing already ... until spm is over that is and it turns out to be one of my worse outing yet.WHy can't i make a solid, nice and correct decision? Whether in love , friendship or life, i just can't make one =.-.
Next time .... my heart shall never waver again .Decisions shall be made absolute! Well, at least that is what i hoped for now .. haha

Another day~

Nothing much can be said today, except the fact that I was "trying" to be productive .hehe.Well, trying is better than nothing right?Anyway, nearly completed my stupid moral things.ZZZ i seriously don't understand what is the purpose of introducing this moral subject?Just for the sake of so called "fairness" since the Malays have their Islamic studies? No point learning this stupid subject.

Either way,the much awaited holiday has finally coming to an end T_T.Nothing much have been done in this 2 weeks. Just some fun and some plain boredom .Actually , more boredom than fun . =.=.So, there you go,2 whole weeks spent on doing nothing but pointless activities.How i wish the time can be reversed T_T. Though ... as time goes on , spm is approaching .But if you think from the other point of view, one can say that spm is coming to and end too.YEAH!!!!! XD ( naive thoughts eh ?:P )

Now, today i thought about learning chinese again T_T. Learning chinese has always been on my to-do-list.Though, for some reasons , i just couldn't get to complete it.( or even start it lol ) Today, i went on and searched for some good web sites to learn it . As expected i found some. Here are some good ones , Zhongwen , Writeinchinese , Chinese-outpost . hehe those who planned to learn chinese , faster go to one of this sites daily and master the language! Don't be like me keep procrastinating T_T.

Oh by the way , today i was completely immersed in the wonderful world of musics~ Whee, songs by Evan Cai Ming You ,蔡旻佑 are splendid ! I do enjoy hearing chinese and japanese songs. That is why i wish to learn those two languages !Ah.... how i wish i can master them .Anyway , i recommend Wo Xiang Yao Shuo / I want to say (我想要說) by Evan Cai! Here is the youtube link of the song. Enjoy ^^. He is such a talented guy and having such a nice voice just at the mere age of 19 o.O .Btw, don't be mistaken , i ain't gay , i am just praising him for being so talented.I mean don't anyone would idolizes him for he know not only how to play piano but even piano and guitar too!!!=.-*sigh* Does everyone in taiwan is that talented?

A Day in GP~

6 o clock,time to rise and shine.Yup, you don't have a hearing problem. I woke up at 6 m today o.O XD.Very early eh ?Well , i slept again after tat though XD and woke up again at 9 a.m .Yup,today is a special day indeed.Why so?O well, because today was supposed to be the last outing for one of my friend, Heheh , so , there we go .

At around 10.30 a.m , i started going out from my house. By 11 a.m , i reached Gurney Plaza already.Hahah,at that time, gurney was still empty.owh ok, so after a bit of exploration and searching , i found out that only one of my friends had arrived right on time haha.For the sake of simplicity and privacy haha , i will call my friends by acronyms.So, Bw arrived first eh.

Then we walked around gp and talk crap while waiting for other friends to arrive.A few minutes later , R finally arrived ....Hmm.. bored?lol haha yeah even i am bored by typing this out .So,lets fast forward a bit.

**** Time flies ***

1p.m woo! and we are in red box counter ! ^^ l At first only the girls were singing as we , guys are too scared and shy to open our mouth haha.But after we were forced to sing , I shouted and screamed like a monkey .What a total embarrassment !!!!! ahha but wah the girls can really sing wei! Too bad no one recorded their singing XD

We are supposed to leave red box at 3 o clock but haha we thought it was gonna end at 4 o clock. So, we continue singing XP around 3.30 a.m , we finally can't select any song anymore.However , being a genius of evil mastermind , one of the guys use his hp and put it on the microphone.Hence , there you go! TA DA!, our favourite songs and speakers :P So we continued it and around 4 o clock , we left red box d XD

We spent around 20 minutes discussing what to do after that red box lol.After much thoughts and "creative discussions " , we finally decided to ... watch movies? haha. So, we walked and walked.When we are nearing cinema , two of the gals said they are leaving.OWh.. so sad eh ?:P So , off we say good bye to cy and ys ^^.Then after that, the another two gals said they want to go shopping instead of movies.So, again we say bye bye to cn and jy ? haha. Then , having only around 5 ppl in our group now, we also don't have the mood to watch movie ler haha.Then, again after some creative discussions , we decided to go to ..... Batu Ferringhi!

o.O this time , the two gals that went shopping previously decided to follow us.(Hehe must be because they know they can shop a lot in Batu Ferringhi ^^).So, we got on the bus and off we go to Batu Ferringhi. Somehow , we ended up in Tanjung Bungah lolx. Well , it seems that they got a change of mind at the last minute. So, here we are! Tanjung Bungah! Not bad i guess hahaha ending up in beach with 4 gals and 4 guys xD.

After playing around and talking crap for 1 hour or so , at around 7 p.m , we finally decided it is time for us to part ways.And some of us took bus home while the others waited for their parents to fetch them home. The end~ Overall , i would say today was a quite good experience. Quite enjoyable i guess.Hope there are more outings that can involve a large amount of ppl like today.Thanks to all guys and gals that made it to this outing today.Thank you ^^l.

[P.S Pictures shall be uploaded later when i get them from someone's blog heheh ! Stay tune for more pictures ^^l ]

*UPDATED*

Tertiary Education In Malaysia.

O hehe before i start blogging today , i would like to ask all of you ,how is redesigned blog layout?Is it better? or is the previous ones better ? Ok, lets start ranting about the topic today.Today, my uncle came to visit me .Nawh,actually to be precise , he came to lecture me.

Apparently , he overheard the conversation of me and my mom that i wanted to go to college instead of form six or etc.His daughter gets the scholarship to matriculations somehow.And such he begins his lecture."Private study is fine ,but do you ever think of your parent's budget?And also the burdens they and you have to take to cope with financial fees.Not to mention the living expenses when you go overseas?" Such are part of his speeches.

After some pointless arguments or rather "creative discussions" as i would call it , i realise he is right...o well maybe half-right.Matriculation,in Malaysia is truly good as it grants the achievers rm 2500 per month!And as if that isn't good enough , matriculation also is the fastest way to 100% enter local university.However,there are no absolute benefits in this world.As there are lights,so will shadows exist.

The downfall of matriculation is ... the low standard of education offered there.Compared to form six or A-level in colleges , the standard of education offered in matrics is inevitably low .Not to say that i can't gain any knowledges there. I can, just that i am scared that the knowledges gained will be of no use when entering local universities.The second thing is that ..Matriculation... is actually a system made for the Malays.Therefore, the percentage of chinese students to be able to enter matriculation will be considerably low.No, i ain't being racist or anything.I didn't meant to point out any flaw with this systems either.

"When you are in Rom,do as the Romans do".Since i am living in Malaysia, i have to abide by their systems and rules.What can I, a mere student do ?Now,first of all , i don't meant to raise any sensitive issues here.Malays are good too ya know.Some Malays are deserved to be respected.But one of the downfall in this system is... communication.Yeah i know , when you are communicating socially, it matters not what races are your friends are,as long as you are able to communicate with them ,that is fine already right? Here lies the main point though, according to my uncle, his daughter is placed in one room with 3 malay gals? What the heck? No matter how is it,One can't help but to feel odd right?

What i mean is matriculations should have more students from different races.Then only will it balance out , right?Arg man i dunno any more.Man, i can't stand it anymore.What's up with malay sovereignty now? Aren't we suppose to be Malaysians now?So , i totally would support it if government could have altered the structure of malaysia education system a bit.....

Of riches,stitches and teenagers.

Again, of riches.. and poors. It has always been an issue.There is a definite line that seperates the riches and the poors.Living in the midst of poverty myself, i understood how it feels to be poor.Nowadays ,the definition of poor is changing. No , when u mention "poverty" it is no longer the typical scene of guys living in a tatami house and being unable to gain any educations.NO, th0ugh that type of poverty still exists but in penang, i don't think it exists.Now,in penang, i would say even parents earning yearly income of Rm 5 k is poor.That is the sad truth.And to think that my families income is below that.To make things worse,i have a stupid sister.As i mentioned earlier, she has an extravagant lifestyle.Thanks to that , my life is miserable.


Ok,maybe i am being exaggerating here but the fact is to get a great education and ensure a healthy yet nice lifestyle,money is needed.As a teenager, i can't help but to think of other's luxuries.Sometimes questions like this might pop up."Why my father is not Bill Gates?" "Why am i not born in a rich family?" and etc. But this questions are wrong,morally speaking!We should be grateful to our parents for actually giving births to our very life.But then again,as teenager , truly, i can't help but think that why i can't afford such luck.Yeah.. it is luck i guess.A luck that i was born in this family.Maybe it is predestined, who knows ? But i don't blame my parents at all. I love them.And i am eternally grateful to them for giving me my very life.

Part of the agony of being poor is the unbearable feeling of jealousy and envious towards others.I know,it is luck.It is fate, destiny or whatever you might call it.Still , i can't help but to be jealous toward others.Another thing is... even though you want to help someone else or even buying presents for someone else.Lets say .. for your dearest? But it doesn't matters at all if you don't have the money to do it.What will it feel like if you just be able to look at other's sufferings and can't help them ? Sad isn't it ?

So ? What now ? Let's face the reality ok ? Money is needed.No, the world doesn't revolve around money.Even so , money is so important that one can just say the world NEARLY revolves around money.Let's just think of all the possibilities that i can do with money?With money, i wouldn't have to worry about my tertiary education anymore.I can pursue the course i wanted with leisure.With money , I can also further my knowledge on many things.For instances, i wish to learn piano, guitar ,vocal training and etc.Frankly,i really wishes to learn all this.And i know 17 is the prime age to do all this.It is just agonizing when you knew you can't afford it.

What are the solutions then?I have thought of two solutions.First of all , if one doesn't have money, one might replace it with talents.Logical enough right?If one have talent, money will eventually come naturally right?Now,by talents , you might be wondering.Is it that genius kind of talents? Well, that is certainly probable but the talent i am mentioning here is the talent of hardwork.This meaning that if one work hard enough, one day . he/she will get a proper job and nice,high income.Secondly, one can just wait and hope for miracles to happen.For instances, buying sports toto or magnum 4d and hope that you would strike the grand prizes.Personally,i prefer the latter method :P though realistically , the former method should be the one i should go for.

Alright, enough rambling about this topic i guess.The very reason i blog about this is because i was intrigued to buy a new handphone.Shall blog about this in the next post ^^.Oh yeah, if i have a wish right now, it would be to have more readers to my blog :P Partly because i can earn money through the ads ( yes,apparently i am still clinging to this childish dream of getting money from ads) and the main reason is because i truly want to share my opinions with many people.I want to hear ppl's opinions on this too.So,please.. to readers that read at least until here , do leave a comment if you are free ^^ .I really really appreciate your efforts. Again,sorry for this long post.I got a lot to crap .

Friday!

30th of May,Friday. Today is a gloomy day.... Or so it might seem.In the morning , i woke up quite early today. Around 10.00 a.m i guess ^^. Though i did nothing beneficial again.Darn it haiz... *sigh* why am i so inconsistent.It would seems that i failed to follow my planned routine again T_T.So, looking for something else to do. I went and watch anime hehe.Not too long ago , my friend recommended me an anime called "Code Geass". So , now that i am bored . I guess i would try it haha. And indeed it is a wonderful anime. It features a genius protagonist that have a admirable dream to crush Brittania . This is a shonen,action-packed + a little comedy that is nice for those who loves battle of wits , using strategies and war anime.It isn't violent though ^^.

OK enough about anime.In evening ,the mood is a bit gloomy.I suppose it is due to the rainy weather.Ah... raining... the pouring rain .I love rains.It somehow soothes my emotions whenever it rains.Rains are free air conds for poor ppl like me .Therefore, wheneve it rains, i always sleep peacefully.But today was different.Even though it is raining , i can't sleep.I felt like there is something in me is missing.So, i just went on with my anime :P




Anyway,after watching this anime. I felt renewed! ^^] time to renew my resolutions and work hard towards it too. From 2morrow onwards , i will continue practicing my usual routine. With this, i shall soar higher and be a better man... Towards tat goal!HERE I Go!!!!!!!

Another day, another time~

o.O it is thursday already? So fast? Wah... time is moving again.Again, nothing much has been done.It is just another boring day T_T. So i woke up at 12.36 today.. Wah.. quite late. Since the beginning of holiday , i adopted the habit to wake up quite late Usually i will wake up around 11 + but today was ... quite late i guess. I even slept earlier yesterday =.= .

So, today i did nothing beneficial again as usual.. Heck ! i didn't even stick to my usual routine to exercise and read books arg! Crap man! i am a total failure T_T. Well ,though i guess the badminton game today with friends might be considered exercise?:P. 2morrow is friday! and it is nearing the end of this week. Will this be the end? Or will it be a new beginning ?Who knows what awaits me in the future.

ok,here is the end of my journal for now.Here is some funny stuffs for u guys who don't read emails :P

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Stay off the course . . . Or else!

DESPERATE FOR A TICKET TO THE WORLD CUP

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A walk down memory lane ..

Ah.. again i was bored as usual =.= SO, recalling the drama that i didn't finish last time , i went on and search the chat log for the link to that drama that my friend recommended last time. As i go through the chat logs , a sense of nostalgia comes to me.Wah.. how long have it been since i last saw this friend? How long have it been since i last chat with him and her?Aww i miss that moment. T_T How i wish i can go back to that precious moment of my life again.

OK,enough regretting the past.Now, ... Drama Time :P~ This drama is definitely in comedy genre.For those who understand chinese , YOU MUST WATCH IT.It is really really damn funny XP.

Tada, here is the drama, 18 Jin Bu Jin ,18 禁不禁 .

An Extravagant spending!

Another day ,another story~ Woke up at 11.46 today =.- Wah ,ever since holiday started, it seems that it had became my habit to wake up late everyday XP.Owh, so again today begins a boring day.Hmm.. i got a lot of friends that say holiday is boring.Though quite a lot of them that says holiday is extremely fun too.Heck, a friend of mine even put his pm *personal message* as "holiday = boredom " . Ah well, for me i think holiday is a mix of both.It is a little boring sometimes but it might be enjoyable if i got any fun activities going on :P.

Yesterday is a moody day =.-. Reasons? Easy because my extravagant little sis finally bought a handphone. ZOMG for god sake , she is just in standard 6!!!!! and she bought a RM 500++ hp ? O which btw is BETTER THAN MINE!!!!!! Nvm ,being a great brother, i ignored the fact that she got a better hp than mine for now . BUt the thing is Wth ler , she is JUST STANDARD 6!!!!! Back when i was standard 6 , i don't even KNOW what is handphone. ... Ok that is exaggerating . I just don't have anything when i am standard 6. She got computer and handphone now =.=.

Alright nvm then.. I guess time has changed.Kids nowadays deserve to have their own computer and handphone when they are 10 years old or so.Who knows, next time we will see the babies will be getting laptops when they are born.

Either way, enough complaining about my sis's extravagant lifestyle.Though i did get a benefit from her purchase of sony ericsson K530i hp. That is... I get to use her hp's 2 Mp camera :P . Actually it was quite a bargain. SE K530i with 1 GB memory card for only RM 540 .What do you guys think? Worth it ?:P Ok finally i get to shoot something woo hoo. So here are some pictures ^^ enjoy XD

This is her hp 's back view.
This is her hp's box.


This is what i have to deal with until december this year =.-....
This is !!!!!... erm.. if i say this is me ,would u believe?lol XP

Gloomy Side~

Ah.. After quite some time, it seems the other side of me finally resurfaces once again into this blog. Emo? No no not the emotional side of me.I would prefer to call it the gloomier side of me.The one that contains a lot of thoughts and emotions.Looks like the prolonged usage of hearing emotional and sad songs does lead me to this state T_T.

Either way, again i ponders. Again i wonders.It might have been a long ,forsaken topic, but i still wish to touch on it.Love? Yeah correct it is love again haha.I dunno maybe it is because i heard too much love songs yesterday night or what. But i felt like writing a love story now XP.Alright,for those are interested in reading , do scroll down ^.^!

*****Caution*This story is fictitious.Any similarities of names, characters, places, and times are purely coincidental. :P *****

Like all the good old fairy tales, this one will start the same.Once upon a time,There exists a dumb guy called Jimmy.Jimmy was always a failure in social life.Blessed with nothing but a mere pitiful life.Jimmy have always been daydreaming everyday.Unlike the sheltered prodigy or talented genius in animes and fantasy world, Jimmy have no talent at all , having bad academical results, sucks in both sports and games and even have an ugly face. With all his features , Jimmy is practically a social retard.He doesn't have any female friends before in his life.Neither do he interested in any.

However,one day Jimmy met a girl.As if by a slip of fate ,the girl is like a god-send gift,perfect by all means.Blessed with dazzling eyes, silky jet black hair and an angelic pretty face,she is the perfect girl for all mans.This includes Jimmy.It was a love at first sight.Jimmy quickly fell deeply in love with her.It wasn't any puppy love.It was a pure love.Nevertheless,due to Jimmy's low self esteem and confidence, he doesn't dare to approach that charming girl.

Everyday,Jimmy would quietly follow that girl.That girl,Carmen was a demure,charming girl.Being such a perfect girl, there must be a lot of guys that would want to chase her.True enough! Every single day, Jimmy would see a lot of guys from all walks of life rushing to chase her.Rich guys, handsome guys , talented geniuses.All of them possess unique property in which Jimmy doesn't .Despite all that , Carmen still rejects all those guy's proposal.

Jimmy was confused.Why would any girl want to reject a guy who possessed everything?One day, he found the answer.In that particular day,another guy had come to chase Carmen.He was a handsome,rich man.Dressed in a well-mannered suit, he went ahead and propose to Carmen.Still,Carmen rejected him.At that moment, Jimmy felt a chill down his spine.As unbelieveable as it might seem,the same well-mannered gentleman just now, turned into a beast.It turns out that he was a beast bearing a human face after all.

Without any hesitation , that inhuman man attacks Carmen and tries to rape her.Jimmy , seeing his dream girl in danger, rushes out to save her.With all his strength , he hit that man on his head and led Carmen away.After that incident,Carmen thanked Jimmy and asked for his name.Jimmy ran away after telling his name because he was too shy.

Ever since that day, Carmen knew that Jimmy have been secretly protecting her.In some way, Carmen fell in love with him too.Carmen knew Jimmy liked her too.So, she just wait for Jimmy to confess his love.But Jimmy never try to confess due to his lack of self-esteem and confidence.Enough is enough, Carmen thought.Finally ,Carmen confronted Jimmy.She asked him"Jimmy,I love you.Do you really love me?"Jimmy,still confused remained silent .Carmen then said " If so , prove it to me ".She leans back towards Jimmy and closed her eyes,expecting a kiss.Jimmy was really stunned.He was stunned and can't do a thing.

Finally ,Jimmy ran away.He didn't follow Carmen for a few days.After a while , he heard a horrifying news.Carmen has passed away.It seems on that day Jimmy ran away,Carmen was disappointed and ran into a car accident....Jimmy cried to his heart's content and regretted that he ever ran away.Had he confessed too, the story would be different.

Here is the alternate,happy ending ^^
Carmen then said " If so , prove it to me ".She leans back towards Jimmy and closed her eyes,expecting a kiss.Jimmy was really stunned.He was stunned and can't do a thing.Finally,at last Jimmy mustered his courage and kissed Carmen."YEs... Yes i do love you !" And from there on, a new couple have been born..The couple lived happily ever after... the end XD.

******** The End ******

Please do leave your comments and criticisms here ^^] Note that this story isn't logical at all.So,don't try to view it logically , thinking that " how can such a guy exist? " or " Where got such perfect girl?"Well,this questions remains a mystery.As for is there such a perfect girl ? I wonder hehehe. Alright thats all for today !

A day in Qb

Ok.here comes the journal for today ^^ ] At 6.30a.mI woke up..... Planning to go to temple to help up.However,unfortunately it was raining heavily that time in my area.Therefore, fearing that i can't go home by bus later and my father hard to drive in rainy conditions , i decided that i would skipped it T_T. Then, i went back to sleep :P .

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Time passed quickly... and when i woke up ...WOO it is 11.30 already lol . I thought for a while thinking what should i do? And without hesitation , i on my computer hahah. *sigh* Switching the computer on and on9 in msn seems relatively boring things in my life nowadays.I practically do it everyday.So,there u go again.A seemingly mundane day is beginning once more.

So, i continue playing game till 1 p.m . Then only comes my bathing , eating and etc etc XP. Anyway , at 2 p.m , my friend asked me to go Queensbay Mall.At first , i refused since it was too rushing.I need to arrive at Prangin Mall at 2.30 and then go to Qb?ZOMG How could i make it ? And i was still eating my lunch at that time =.=. So , i declined that invitation. But my fren keep persuading me.At last , he said that I can arrive at 3.30 p.m

Thinking for a while, hmm nothing to do.So just go ler. And there i go . I did regret going there at first because there is virtually nothing to do there? =.- But all this changes when i watched Chronicle of Narnia:Prince of Caspian. MAN, that movie ROXXXXXXXX sia. From the storyline to animation to the visual effects , everything was near perfection! That movie alone is definitely worth all my money and effort just to go to qb ^^

Ah... 10 p.m d , I am finally back to my beloved home.Ok thats it for now :P

A day after exam

Awh finally exam finished!!!! XP Well it has been great.. I have been waiting endlessly for it to end..Now that it had ended. What am i suppose to do now ?... hmm... I dunno maybe it is time for some video editing lessons,some studying ?,exercises,hanging out wif frens ..and games? o.O if i recall correctly, it has been 3 months since i stopped playing any games .. yeah and i mean it . But now , one of my friends said he found a new game , Manga Fighter which well seems quite interesting.So, being away from games for so long d , i figured well no harm trying a new game. The characters are cute XD but then i dislike the game for a few reasons

1)The unstable server connection
2) Lack of actions in this game
3)Nothing particularly interesting in this game.

hehe so , after one day of tinkering with the game , i decided to quit the game.One thing though , the pros for this game is amazingly cute and yeng avatars XP Here i decided to take a screenshot of my avatar. Take a look >>>>
With this, here ends my journal for today XD When can i get my cam T_T

ZOMG superstarssssss

For those of you who hasn't watch this video of Connie yet, here it is XD *Connie is the 6 years old Britian that shock the american judges !*



OK,now for the chinese version lol. hmm .. ok , this is the 13 years old guy who got just a splendid voice . as splendid as Connie , well ,talent wise ^^ Must watch!

Freaking Bored =.=

Yup you guess it... I am bored again :P owh and this time i am really desperate . I went as far as going to talk to the ... "SMARTER"child.So , running out of ppl to chat to in msn.. i tried the smartchild.So here is the convo ...

XXX says:
hi
- SmarterChild - *unicef contributing to charity says:
oh hi. how's it going?
XXX says:
i am bored
- SmarterChild - *unicef contributing to charity says:
then do something fun.
XXX says:
=.=
- SmarterChild - *unicef contributing to charity says:
sorry, what?
XXX says:
U SUX
- SmarterChild - *unicef contributing to charity says:
i'm sorry, i don't have an answer for that.
XXX says:
u #$%%!#$@%4@4
- SmarterChild - *unicef contributing to charity says:
my purpose is 2 be your robot friend. i can chat with u and help u get the information u want fast.

Lolx thats it , this is how the smarter child works ^^ It pissed you off and you get a good nice sleep :P Oh come on why can't an AI robot be as hot as this ? ( i include a male AI oso for female readers :P )



Wow then i am sure everyone will be happy ! yeah no more boredom.XP (P.s u c an get high just by talking to this kind of robots XD )

Thoughts and Musings :P

WOO HOOO ! YIPPYYYYYYYYYYYY YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHH hohohho Biology exam ! officially GONE! Heheh with this , i officially announce that all the memorizing subjects, chemistry, biology and history all...... G-O-N-E ! XP Oh well nothing much to be shouted about actually . Hmm today is kinda interesting.No No NO before you all start having any thoughts and guess. IT ain't biology studies ok?Nothing is interesting in my biology exam =.= Whatever i studied never came out ARggg But even so i still love exams ^^ I love them! why so ? haha coz everytime exam starts , it will be like Whole day no studies ^^

That is nice you know.Personally, i would prefer to study myself or even study group , given that the teachers are not so good. I won't say the teachers in my school are bad or lousy.* i am just being polite here ok ?:P* It is just that some of their teaching methods are boring. hmm speaking about boredom, i believe if i continue blogging about teachers and stuffs like exams , you guys will fall asleep reading it right ? or maybe just press the X button on top ?^^

Ok hmm.. my biology paper 3 lasted for 2 and a half hour. I finished the paper in 1 hour or so.Hmm.. well no, the paper isn't easy. The paper ain't too hard too ,(for ppl that actually studied tat is .*i am not one of the hardworking student *) Well ,most people (hardworking students) will always check,and re-check once they are finished right ?haha well , this is not the case for me.It is not that i am smart, I am dumb! But it is just that i find it meaningless to recheck so many times. And truthfully, I just don't see the point. A few checks are ok but i saw one of my friend did an almost 5 times of rechecks or so. That was =.= ZOMG crazy ? lol What can you do after thousands of rechecks? Can u suddenly find the ans?NO ! zzz

So,what will you guys usually do if you got time after finishing ur paper? (comments pls ^^ i wanna know what you guys/gals do ^^) Well i see some of the common time of spending time is by sleeping or day dreaming! haha that is what i used to do oso.But today , i wasn't feeling tired.Maybe because i slept for one hour or so d in my previous exams ..so i didn't feel tired at all.So, seeing there is nothing to do, i just watch other students and see how they spend their time.I saw some of them sleeping..But o wait in a closer look, some of them are actually discussing answers O.O and even more strong wan are some of them are passing papers around ! cool!?lolx That is GREAT absurd!How can ppl cheat in exam,... Ish .....

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OK la seeing they cheat till so nice and even the teacher is sleeping lol , i go and ask them.Below is the conversation between me and the cheater.

Me: Eh,bro u all cheat till so nice, can i join ar? :P
Cheater :Sorry,bro,Member only.
Me:Huh what member ? =.=
Cheater:Member of Cheater Club only,u wanna cheat , can become member first, get the registration form from our Boss there .
Me : WTF ?=.=


.and there goes my chance to cheat .. ... hm... AIk ! Oops haha just joking ok, i am very innocent wan ok?^^ never cheat in exam wan^^ aherm* One of my fantasies i figured while looking at those cheaters ^^.Being on the justice side, of course i never cheat with them ^^ I didn't tell the teacher too coz ...
1) i dowan disturb the teacher sleeping so nice ly ^^
2) i believe in karma.God will "repay" their cheats XP

SO , there u go , i spent the next 1 hours and 30 minutes thinking craps.I thought about my future careers... Below are some pictures depicting my" future careers "
1) Superstar? hehe


2)Athlete o.O

3)Superhero ! Hehee
Hmm.. after all those considerations , i suddenly realized one thing!None of them got anything to do with biology at all =.= So why i bother studying ? haha well not that i can become any of those anyway T_T. After much thoughts , i finally knew my perfect career! That is ...... .....
to become a DREAMER ^^ and sleep hehee. thats all for now ^^

Dreams¬

Hehehe an essay to prepare for my english test 2morrow.^^ Hmm actually this is really my dream . Vision or sort of hehe always been day dreaming about this . BUt this is the first time i put it in essay form.So... enjoy :P

Living in the midst of poverty, I had always wanted to escape this poverty-stricken life to stand alongside the rich people of the higher class society. Nevertheless,what can I do ?I am nothing but a mere orphan craving for materialism and to live a better life.

So, there I was , in the orphan house near the poverty-stricken countryside.Both my parents had became the victim of a contagious chronic disease .Apparently, the doctors refuses to treat my parents due to them having insufficient money to pay for the medical fee. As such,in a way ,you could say that my parents died due to poverty.As funny as it might seem, I never hate the doctor that refuses to treat them.I came to realize that by now, in this materialistic world, everything revolves around money! True, money can’t buy everything.However , the converse of it is also true as well.Without money, you can’t buy anything.

Ever since that agonizing loss of my parent , I realize that I would never want to be poor. To that certain extend , I will do anything to be rich and lead a better life.One day ,a golden opportunity arises! A familiar figure in black suit, with a dazzling smile and a handsome face came to my orphan house . I reckoned I saw him somewhere in the business magazines.It turns out my premonition was correct, he introduced himself as Mr.Vincent Tan.Upon hearing that name , I was flabbergasted.Mr.Vincent Tan, I went to grasp the business magazine that I saw recently.I shook my head in disbelief upon reading the article depicting him.Being a business tycoon , he is one of the richest guy in my country,Malaysia.

Thousand thoughts are racing through my cerebrum as I wonder what is a man like him doing in a poor orphan house here.Upon hearing the conversation between him and our orphan house’s caretaker , Miss Chee, I found out that he is actually wanting to adopt a son . Without wasting any time , I rushes to Miss Chess to tell her that I volunteered to be adopted.Mr.Vincent looked at me with a perplexed look.He asked me “Boy,could you tell me why would you want to be adopted?” .I panicked,at that time , I knew my very answer could potentially change my life forever.Frantically , I answered “Sir,ever since the loss of my parents , it had always been my dream to have a surrogate father .”.He chuckles quietly and then told Miss Chee “Very well , could I take this boy with me then ?” Miss Chee nodded in agreement. At that very moment, I could felt as if my heart stopped beating!It was as if my feelings has been grasped by wind,I was in the state of euphoria!

A few year had passed since then , I am now the heir of one of the most successful business ever, the internet marketing business. A lot had happened in this few years Luxury had been on the tip of my fingernails. As the surrogate son of business tycoon, I was forced to learn a lot of things.However , it was all worth it .As I lie down on my chair , I wondered what would happened if I didn’t grasp the opportunity to be his son a few years ago.As I lie down comfortably, I am beginning to hear a voice .”wake up.. wake up , Ah Soon,WAKE UP!!!!!”,shouted my mother. I woke up immediately ,feeling a little bit dizzy.After a few minutes ,I finally come to my senses to realize that it was nothing but a mere dream.Yeah, a dream that is completely out of this world.

la la~ Evolution

la la la~ Hereby announcing the evolution of this sad ,moody blog to a better , nicer and also happier blog XP ok , to officiate the beginning of this transformation, this would be the very first post that signifies the changes.From now on, no more emo, depressing posts that make ppl want to commit suicide (or so i hope it would be =.-ll ) and there will be more happy posts =D.

OK,for starters i am having currently having exams. Therefore the rate of posting blogs will be quite less T_T .And judging from my current exam schedule , i am gonna have quite a hectic life for this few weeks =.= Nevertheless, here goes. You guys know what students do during exams right?

Well , for starters of course you see some students concentrating fully in their test paper trying to figure out the answers for this and that . However , once you finished the paper, once u double-checked and even triple-checked ! and you still got about 30 minutes left.What will you do ? I don't know about you guys out there but for me , i would go around thinking random stuffs and sometimes even sketches some "artistic" drawings on my test paper *hehe*

o.O anyway back to the reality , wow 2morrow is my english test and it is a state paper.BUt Wow almost everyone knew what is going to come out 2morrow. There is even a website to tell you what it coming out 2morrow.! STRONG XP why can't my bio paper be state paper? T_T kk ... cao now until next time TT ( when i got a cam, i will be sure to provide you wif the picture of my "artistic" test paper )

Nothing to blog about~

Ah it is exam again =.= but lol , it just seems like any other typical day to me,except that this one is a lot better.For me ,examination days are always the best.Why so ?Well, i think this is because i don't have to hear the lectures of some teachers that obviously don't know what he/she is teaching And also in examination days, i can sleep anytime i want after doing my test paper :P Does this makes me looks like a lazy bump ?

Maybe it does haha i wouldn't say i am very hardworking but i won't say i am too lazy too.For me,school is a waste of time. Especially when you got lousy teachers .When that happened, almost definitely what you will be wishing for in school is a quick , nice nap until the school bell ring and u got to go home XP.

So,that is how my life goes now basically.Nothing big .just waiting for exam to be over.Just the same as last year =.=. Honestly i am getting nothing from this.I felt like every day i am being drown into realm of boredom ... =.=

Somehow,deep in my heart, i hope time will freeze this instance.Nothing good gonna happen is it stays this way but just somehow i felt that the present me is the best.Nothing good will come from this but if you think it the other way around , nothing bad will come to me either.
Hopefully something good and fun will happen after exams .P.S reading reference books for the sake of gaining knowledge is fun and all but studying it just kills all the fun .

X to Boredom!~

Ah man.. i have always been bored whenever there are school holidays or nothing to do.... Well , most of the time i would just be slacking off at home and rotting . Well however, this is because i don't know what to do other than on9 ? Or rather i am just lazy to do it ? =P . ok , so now for the time being , i will list down the things that I can do when i am bored XD .This shall serve as a reminder to my future self in case i am bored (which most likely i WILL be bored very soon XD)So.. erm after a lot of surveys being done on how people usually spend their day without being bored , i came up with my own "to-do-list-when-i-am-bored"

1)Blogging! (that explains what i am doing now =D)

2)Reading Manga XD *this is the only thing i can spend countless hours doing*

3)Doing some light exercise (hoping that this will help me shape my body heheh )

4)Studying (the last thing i would do , only a viable option when i am really really desperate )

5)Reading normal books,newspaper (something which is quite enjoyable,given that there are
interesting topics.Just pick up this habit recently =] )

6)Singing ? haha singing alone is kinda fun.Albeit with my out-of-tune voice, it would definitely freak out anyone who listened to it XP But then again who doesn't enjoy singing ? hehe I am pretty sure most of you out there got their own happy moments when you sing your favourite song. ^^One thing about songs is that i found out about students here is that mostly chinese educated students like english songs more than chinese songs and english educated students ( which are chinese) likes chinese songs.


7)Playing around with photoshop ? hahah well it is true that my skils sux undeniably .Compared to other friend of mine, i am still just a greenhorn.But playing around with it is FUN .XD

8)Play chess haha .Chess is indeed a very exciting game and it is fun too (when u win that is ^^)And like any other things i do, i am a total newbie at it but nevertheless i still enjoy playing it
"The chessboard is the world,the pieces are the phenomena of the Universe,the rules of the game are what we call the laws of nature and the player on the other side is hidden from us."
(Thomas Huxley)


9)Online and chat endlessly ,given that there are a lot of contacts available to chat online ^^ (if i got people to chat with , i will on9 24/7 ^^)

10)Just lying on bed pondering and wondering what to do. (lol this is what i do most of the time) Daydreaming ~ and rotting ~