Post-Exam Days ~

After the much dreaded final examination , finally comes the long awaited happy big break. Well, this long break is supposedly filled with much joy, happiness and fun but I have yet to see any of that as of now.

In fact , the starting of my holiday seems pretty dull and filled with nothing but the occasional outing to cybercafes ,which I think is pretty lifeless and pointless,plus wasting money. But oh well, I guess that's what guys do =] .

Either way , again , as the big break approaches , this marks the near end of 2009 ,paving way to the new 2010,a new beginning,signifying yet the end of another chapter of my life.

So,again it is that time of the year again, the time of reflection .
So,dear readers (if there are any ), be warned that the following post will be filled with nothing but countless boring and dull words , coupled with a lot of emoness and pessimism. ok, you have been warned =D

As a young lad born under the star of capricorn , i was always the one having the skeptical and pessimistic perspective towards the world. Being a capricornus , it is only natural for me to be devoid of optimism and filled instead with the emotional feelings and extra sensitivity towards others.

As I grow up , I realised, I wasn't the type that could organise my thoughts and stuffs perfectly.I wasn't the systematic, calculative ,and manipulative type that have everything under control. In fact, I was the more emotional wan, the one more concentrated on feelings and emotions.

I wonder , is it a blessing or curse?

Either way , now that the holiday is here, the usual resolutions should be up too by now.

In this holiday , I vow to learn chinese, learn guitar more efficiently,exercise to be fit and most importantly, to study or at least revise .

Still, talk is cheap , and especially on a guy whose innate nature concentrates more on feelings and less on facts , figures and organisation , I wonder how this would be accomplished ? Things are rather complicated now. I can only wish that the storm will be over soon and the bright,warm light from the sun shall penetrate through the clouds of darkness and dawn upon me once more.

Truth to be told, I am not really in the mood to blog now.Hardly anything comes into my mind now save the plethoras of thoughts ,mostly pointless and perplexing ones being there to confuse me further.

Perhaps next time when the next event unfold, shall I blog again . Until then, may everything be well, for you and me =D

Exam Time

Finally , exam ended after a miserable four days. Well, as much as I appreciate the short 4 days only examination in Form 6 , I am equally dissatisfied with the fact that after our exam, there are still 2 weeks before school holiday starts.

Damn... how I yearn for holidays and the days after exam and it turned out that we still need to study to finish the syllabus.!~ oh well.. not that any of my classmates are actually listening when the teacher talks.

Anyway, back to the main topic. Referring to the title above, I am quite sure that many of you all would assume that since stpm is the super-duper-freaking-tough-3rd hardest examination in the world, we ,the sixth formers must be having a hard time dealing and coping with the examination stress right?

Ladies and gentleman, I can't begin to describe how wrong you are. Sure, that is the way we are SUPPOSED to be feeling but unfortunately , not to my class . Well, not this year at least =X. Strictly speaking,this statement does not apply to all of my classmates as some of them are really hardworking nerds that pour their heart and souls into the book, only to get a meager pass ( as stated by our physic teacher ) .

As the exam approaches , we can see an obvious segregation of group in my class . In the blue corner.. the supposedly hardworking model students pia-ing for exam.. in the red corner , the super smart students that assume this year's examination is useless and bz chatting away about games and gals x) . [ which I do agree on ]

Well, which group do I belong too , you might ask ? The answer is an absolute neither . I am neutral ! Hah!

Either way, that is not the point. I digressed. So,when examination starts , I was quite enthutiastic to do well and score in exam, considering the fact that I did study for something..Still , time passes ,and come the third day, I lost all the spirit to study.Luckily, it all objectives in the last day =D .

Alright,now, one question, what do you think students will be doing after they finish their exam paper and still left 30 minutes or so before exam ends?

( A ) Double check and keep rechecking the paper to avoid careless mistakes.
( B ) Sleep and day dream.
( C ) Kacau other ppl
( D ) Write a love poem.

:P which one would u think I would do?

Well.. i was wu liao enough to do B, C and D but not A lol.After completing my muet exam, I realise I still gt 30 minutes left,as such in order to prevent time being wasted sleeping away, I came up with this productive solution.. So, wanna see the poem ?XDD here it is .. enjoy lol

Part 1
As if by a slip of fate,
You appeared before me,
Cladded in white,
With your angelic smile ,
Your flawless complexion,
Your sultry lips,
Your gleaming sapphire-blue eyes.

You were the angel,
Descending from the sky ,
You were my salvation,
The brightest star in my life,
The light within darkness in my heart,
The only hope I ever have ~

Part II
As if bounded by chains of fate,
Your mesmerising gaze,
Attracted me,
And sealed my heart eternally with yours .
With that, my life was completed
And I thanked Lord,
For sending such beautiful angel by my side,
Saving this soul from his eternal suffering.

Part III
But our days are numbered,
And fate is cruel,
Slowly but surely,
Memories began fading,
Snatched away by the merciless time.
Those precious memories we made together,
Those irreplaceable joy we had,
Those genuine feeling of love we shared.

Part IV
Though,fret not , my dear,
Eventhough time might pass,
And memories might fade,
But I promise you,
As long as these eyes can see,
And these consciousness remains,
Shall this love continue flowing,
Forever and ever ... =] .


K.. end d.. Talk about things u can do in exam !~ lol . I jst wrote for fun, no particular intentions or directed towards anyone k ? XD. Constructive critisms are welcomed =DD