Him & Her

She was like the small sunshine that brightens his day. With medium-long,beautiful , jet black hair, pearl white complexion , and a dazzling smile , she was like the angel that made a wrong turn to earth. A perfect heaven-sent gift from God.But it wasn't always like that ....

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The first time they met , it wasn't quite a love at the first sight.Rainee has a friendly face, not drop dead gorgeous ,not a head turner that would grab every guy's attention and make them lust for her ,no not that type. Hers was more to a classic, timeless beauty . A beautiful , friendly , demure-looking girl with a dazzling smile. That was his first impression of her. Alex, on the other hand , was just your Average Joe, heck , he wasn't even fit to be average , you could say he was slightly below average with his scrawny body , pale complexion filled with tons of zits ready to explode at any time and a short stature he was nothing a girl would want in an ideal guy, much less desire.Nevertheless , both Alex and Rainee had this inexplicable good vibes for each other.

The second time they met. they were much more chatty . Having recognized each other, both tried to inquire more about each other and conversation started flowing.Words fell out from their mouth naturally and conversations flowed smoothly. It turns out Rainee was a shy introvert , the usually quiet and reserved girl that keep things to herself. Alex was the complete opposite , a sunshine boy , the outspoken extrovert that wouldn't hesitate to voice out whenever it was possible.Despite the obvious oxymoron , the juxtaposition of both Rainee and Alex turns out to be surprisingly well. Before they knew it , they couldn't stop talking .They chatted in every medium possible , from msn , to sms and to real life , they talked about every topic possible under the sun , from the common girl-guy relationship topic , to games and some personal secrets that they both shared, nothing escapes their discussion.Though, most of the time, the main topic that fuels their discussion is music , their only common topic. Despite having different sets of personalities and character, both enjoyed their conversation immensely.

Needless to say ,this cycle repeats itself everytime they meet , and soon enough , without realizing it , their friendship grew and they went from complete strangers to best friends. At the mere age of 15 . both of them have yet to experience love and have no idea what is that magical and most powerful emotion that resides within human heart is .However,it is said that girls reach puberty and mature faster than guys. Slowy but surely , Rainee began to feel something , she began harbouring feelings towards Alex . It was more of an infatuation than love but it was strong feeling nevertheless.Yet ,Alex, being the young , immature and naive boy he was at that time, have no idea why she acted differently at that point. Rainee tried to gave subtle hints and treat him differently in hope that he would reciprocate her feelings , but to no avails. Alex was completely oblivious to that effort and acted the same way he always did, to treat her as only a friend.It wasn't until much later on that he would discover he have the same mutual feelings towards her as well.

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Several months have passed since then.Rainee's eventually grew out of her infatuation and started to move on , with Alex still being as ignorant as ever. They stayed as good friend though.This goes on until the end of their secondary education. It was big holiday after their final examination and a mutual friend decided to organize a party to celebrate the end of schooling days.

18 May 2008 , it was a day Alex would not forget.On that particular day , the party was successfully held. Successful , because a lot of people did attend it. Among those people , Rainee was one of the few female friends invited . Needless to say, she stood out , being the prettiest among them all. To the people there, she was the epitome of beauty , an idol admired by girls and chased after by guys.. Alex was well aware of her popularity .But,neither one of them would be able to predict what will happen next.

One of the activities held there was a truth or dare session .At that particular session , a guy was challenged to confess to whichever girl he wanted to in front of everyone. We were sitting in a circle back then and the poor guy that was selected to be inside the circle was dared to do confess.Surprisingly , he did confess, and what's even more surprisingly , it's to Rainee ! She was shocked and flabbergasted , no one was expecting that at all. Finally, she had to reject it politely . The guy persisted but gave up at last , not before being wounded emotionally . Though , I could see it in her eyes that Rainee was equally hurt and dejected as well. Rainee was a kind-hearted girl , and she was the type of girl that would felt bad if her actions hurt someone directly or indirectly. Though it wasn't her fault , knowing her actions had tremendous consequences on the guy's heart , she fell into depression.

But still ,as to not ruin the party's atmosphere ,she put on a brave front and faked a smile, saying that she's okay . Everyone else was tricked , but not Alex. He knew something was amiss, he knew that she would be hurt ,and he grew concerned knowing that,albeit the party was ongoing and he couldn't find a space to talk and console her. Luckily , Alex was smart enough to conceive an ingenious idea. Since they are seating next to each other , Alex typed a message on his phone and pass the message to her , on the pretext that he wanted to show her something. Rainee saw it and replied it the same way by writing it on his phone and passing it back. And soon, they were both engrossed in their own personal world that only the two of them shared... It was only for a short time , but that ephemeral moment of secret where only the two of them share will always be embedded in Alex's mind.

At the end of the party , Rainee was back to her cheerful self , with just a tiny bit feeling of guilt left.

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A few days after the party , Alex felt a flicker of flame igniting from deep inside his heart. The flicker grew stronger and eventually persisted into flame that could no longer be stopped. Alex started missing Rainee, her mesmerizing voice , her dazzling smile, everything about her. It was the first time Alex has come across such powerful emotion . Slowly but surely , the emotions grew strong enough until his heart couldn't contain it . Not knowing what to do , finally Alex conceded defeat and gave in to his emotions. He started talking to her longer than necessary , finding excuses to meet her and treat her differently . He totally fell head over heels for her.

As the famous quote goes, " people normally take things for granted , only when they lost the precious things that once had , do they learn to appreciate it " This expression certainly fits in this situation. Rainee's infatuation to him was long over , and as of now ,she treats him as nothing more than friend, rendering whatever methods Alex used to chase her , totally pointless and useless.After some period of time, finally Alex discovers that his efforts are fruitless.

Not wanting to risk losing their friendship , Alex gave up and slowly things began to fall apart.Rainee and Alex were talking less and less. The conversation that used to be endless and daily diminishes into lesser than once a month , and nil at last. Both Alex and Rainee moved on and hardly talks to each other anymore..


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A few years have passed since then , before they finally meet again. Much to his surprise, Alex's feelings towards Rainee is still intact . They started talking again, though less frequently , with Alex initiating the conversation most of the time. Once more , Alex's dousing fire was reignited agian and he tried his best to reach out to her and show her that he cares. Yet , Rainee is oblivious and acted nonchalantly. Ignorance is bliss they say . Before long , it is time of separation again, Alex is leaving for the States .Ironically , Rainee is heading to the same place. So near,yet so far. Both of them will be going to the same destination , yet the distance between their heart still remains the same.Finally , Alex came to a conclusion that , what is to be, will be . What is fated to be his will be , what isn't , will never be. Hence , he decided to leave it to fate ,wondering how the red thread of fate will connect them in the future , or leave them wandering ... but even so. one thing's for sure. He will constantly pray and hope for the best for Rainee , as love , is essentially about wanting the best for the other half isn't it? :) .

‎"I think that if life separates us and we end up in totally different places,always remember when our paths aligned for this period of time,and I'll be thankful for that,and hope that wherever you are, you'll be thankful too." -quote from Stranger's Again ,by wong fu production . :)

Edit : sorry for the half-hearted ending ,I published this story in a rush , when I was down with eye disease. I vow to edit this story and add more details someday in the future ;) Any person or story linked to this story is purely coincidental .

Things You Will Never Know.

When you left for the states , I bid farewell to you with a big smile. Putting up a brave front , I resisted long enough until you board the plane ,before the droplets of tears started flowing down , rolling down my cheeks like the rain .

I didn't really feel happy at all , deep inside my heart , I wished for you to stay.Yet words couldn't come out from my mouth , even a simple " Don't go " would suffice, but I simply couldn't utter it.Just a few months ago , we were so happy together . Hanging out together , holding your hands , celebrating God's greatest gift to me, you , I never thought that this day would come. The day that I will be separated from you...

Perhaps I was naive, maybe I was the only fool. The fool who thinks that one day , maybe.. just maybe you would see me in different light . Maybe the day when my unrequited love end, shall come. Maybe you would finally answer my call for love ?

When you finally reached there , you never called , you never messaged . No, you never even try to find a way to contact me , to at least tell me how you are doing and how things are there, yet I still misses you all the same.

It has been 5 years since... before I spoke to you again. You said it's been a long time , yet in my heart , it's short ,because I never fail to think of you every single day. I cringed when you told me about your new boyfriend , how he is treating you so nicely and you are living life happily every single day now, with him of course . Yet I still congratulates you , saying that I am happy for you too. I lied.

When you broke up , I was in the state of panic, concerned about your well being and emotional state , knowing that it must have taken a toll on you , considering how fragile and innocent you are. I struggled to find every means to contact you , to talk to you , to console you. Finally , we spoke again . You said you are okay , it's just another passing phase that you had to endure. I know you are not. You must be suffering now .As much as I wanted to beat up the bastard that did that to your maiden heart , I can't . I have a more important duty , to cheer you up.

I did everything I could. Be it a fool or a clown, I don't mind. Even being ridiculed and treated as a nuisance , I couldn't care less, as long as you can smile again :) . And you did ... or at least I thought so.

Now, we are back to being just friends. Perhaps even closer to the strangers borderline. Then again, I wouldn't mind, as long as you are happy . Be it staying up whole night just to talk to you , rushing out of an important meeting just to meet up with you , or waking up in the middle of the night just to accompany you, I would gladly do it all .Even if you wanted the impossible, I shall try my best to get it. Because, ever since I met you , I have decided to devote everything in my life to you , making you smile being my top priority.

People say girls are complicated and very sensitive . But what about guys? You wouldn't really believe that all guys think with their brawl rather than their brain right? There exists guys that will do everything just to make you happy . There exists guys that are sensitive to emotions.

But you will never know. Perhaps you wouldn't even see this side of me, ever. For in your mind and heart, I am just , another normal friend :) Yet I still do it anyway.Love is supposed to be selfless anyway. They say happiness begets happiness. In a way , it's kinda true. As long as you are happy , I will be too , somehow.

True,genuine love calls for selfless sacrifice . If you will be happy while I can only stay from afar , watching u from the shadows while protecting you , so be it. Even if you might never know that I still love you and will do anything to take care of you from the bottom of my heart , I will still do it anyway , as long as ... you are happy :) I will do whatever it takes.

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*fuuu , finally finish :D . So erm. before you started assuming anything or commenting, please read this and be aware that this is just a FICTIONAL STORY that has got nothing to do anyone,me included. Any resemblance to the people and scenario in the real world is purely coincidental.It has been a long time since I last wrote a story , hence I guess it's a time to do some practice. This story is actually inspired by an anime called " Honey&Clover " , which I think is one of the best anime of all times. Do watch it if you haven't already :D .

And since i guess my writing style leans more towards a melancholy side, I guess it would be better if I write a sad love story , and ta daaa, with that , this story was born. Please drop a comment if you were somewhat touched or got something to say regarding this story . ty :D"

Story of Life 2.

My heart is throbbing,my body is aching.Ah...the never-ending pain.It is a sign that my life is finally coming to an end?As the pain finally settled down, i looked outside the window,noticing some cheerful kids playing and fooling around.*Sigh* If only I could return to those times.I looked on as my entire life flashed before me one last time.

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I was the only child of my family.Being the one and only ,i was given the comfort and priority to get the best out of everything.Despite the dire financial crisis my parents were facing , they tried their best to provide me with everything i needed.As I was conscious of our financial state,I wasn't being too demanding also.During my primary school time, i was the only one without any toys or action figures others had.The same happened in secondary school , I was the only one without computer.Everytime I saw my friends with their new gadgets and toys, I couldn't help but to envy and bear jealousy feelings towards them.There are so much things that i wanted to buy, so much things that i wanted to learn, and so much more that i can and want to do with the presence of money.

Unfortunately,my parents couldn't afford it.As a matter of fact, my parents were struggling even to just pay off my father's debt.Yes,back in his glory of youth,my father was a heavy drunker and gambler.All his money was used in gambling and buying alcohols.Yet,my mother remained loyal to him and stick to him until the end.Finally,after being sacked from his job of salesman and being chased by creditors ,he repented.That was all old story now.I didn't bear any hatreds toward my parents though,as I know they are doing their best to provide proper educations and other necessary stuffs to me.I blamed it all on fate.Fate for being born in this poor family,fate for living in poverty and fate for being unable to be rich.

My mother often told me "Son, money isn't everything.Look , without money we can still live happily right?One day ,the storm will clear and the sun will shine. That will be the day we achieved our true happiness " Those quotes of her was always being accompanied with her gentle smile.There are some truths in those quote but i couldn't disagree more on her saying that "Money isn't everything". Money isn't everything but it isn't anything too.In this cruel world of materialism and realism,money is needed in nearly everything we wanted to do and time has proven me right.

One day,my father came back with a heart-breaking news,he was diagnosed with having a tumor in his brain.Though not incureable,it would require a large amount of money to perform a surgery to remove the tumor,probably around RM20 k or so.At the sheer thoughts of money, my mother shuddered with fear.How could we earn that much when we couldn't even afford to pay our debts off?With just a few months left to live,my father gave up hope and went back to his old lifestyle.Near the end of his life, alcohol was still his best friend and gambling was his sole solitude.Finally, my father left the world without leaving anything behind.My mother, went berserk after my father's death and lost her sanity due to intense stress of works.

Now,all that's left in my family was me.Starting from that day, I never look the same way to money and wealth as I did last time.Money and wealth was my top priority.By hook or by crook,money and wealth must be attained.That was my only aim that time.Due to insufficient funds , i quitted school at the age of 15.Without any qualifications and working experience, i wandered around aimlessly , and eventually living my life as a labour worker.Those days were tough and i struggled everyday just to continue living.I wanted to change job, I wanted to earn more money but without any qualification and at such a young age, what other job can i do? I finally found my answer when one of my old friends came and asked me to join their job."What job?" I asked Wayne.To my utter suprise ,his reply was "Drug dealer ".Though reluctant at first,but the agonizing pains and sufferings working as a labour worker and the desire to earn money quickly blinded my sight.I finally succumbed to my greed and abandoned my code of justice and honour.

Within a short period of time, I earned a lot of money without ever having to work hard under the hot sun. I did felt guilty but the unbelievably large amount of money earned over a short time got the best out of my conscience.From there on, there is no turning back.I decided that I would do my best in making money the easy way.After a few years, I became an infamous black market dealer.I was a renowned figure in the underworld.Along the way,I did a lot of backstabbing , trickeries and a lot other treacherous and horrible things. I couldn't be bothered by it now.Now, I had gained both wealth and power.

With those wealth and power, I became a completely different person.I would often indulged in gamblings,smoking,drug dealing and even unprotected sex.This could be the black spot in my history but I don't give it a damn.The me at that time only know how to enjoy life to it's fullest... or at least that's what the foolish me thought.I became more and more reckless.Health wasn't even in my slightest thought.I neglected all the medical check ups and people around me.

A few months passed and one day , I received a bad news.My personal doctor told me that I was diagnosed with a chronic disease and it is at its terminal stage.In other words, my disease was incureable.If only I had done my routine medical check ups.... If only I had been more careful with my personal hygiene.I almost went insane at that point. I had the money!!! So, why can't I cure my disease???

They told me that it is only a matter of time before the disease start paralysing my entire body.Indeed,soon enough ,my legs were unable to move anymore.I had to stay in the hospital.As I was sulking and lamenting in my hospital ward , I met an old man there.I was amazed when he told me what happened to him.He was twice as old as me, and had even more severe disease than me.His whole body had been paralysed,leaving him the ability to talk only.Even so, he didn't regret a thing and was still happy.I asked him " Old man, do you have any money ?" He replied with a "No".Again, I asked him, "Then, do you have any power or fame?".He still replied with a "No".Curious and shocked ,I muttered "Then , how can you still be happy near the end of your life???". He gave me a weak but gentle smile and said "Son,sometimes money and power are not needed,Happiness is a thing that cannot be bought.I had married the love of my life and had some loyal sons,what else could I asked for?They are my source of happiness "

I was shocked.His words slapped me on my face and made me realised how wrong i was my entire life.I traded my souls to the devil just to earn some dirty money.....Now,in the near end of my life, I don't have any loved ones to visit me... nor do I have any source of happiness.I decided that I would donate all my wealths to the charity fund and scholarships for the sake of others.That's the least I could do to atone for my sins.

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Now,staring at innocent smile of those childrens make me happy.They are the childrens that had recovered using my money I donated.Oh yeah, did I mention that the old man that was cured?Apparently, he needed some money to perform some complex and expensive surgery. I helped him and the surgery was a success.Now,he is living happily with his families.Ah....Finally , I am able do something good.As I lied on the bed, I could heard some heavenly tune and my dead parent's voice.Oh...looks like my time has come,I closed my eyes one last time.

"Mom,Dad,I am coming!Let's be a happy family once again without the need of money in the otherworld."

Story of life

*Tick* Tock*Tick *Tock* "Ah , there goes the ticking of the clock again ",Roger mumbles.I sat near the window,just looking at the showers of rain."Hey,wanna go watch movie tonight?"Roger asked.I didn't answer.I can't be bothered to reply him at all.Afterall,i am in my own world now,sinking deep into plenty of thoughts. "Hey,what's your problem?"Roger asked again. I remained silent." That has been a thing of past, isn't it ?Get over it!"I still remained as silent as a rock.Roger sighed a while and then uttered,with a loud tone "Oh,come on man,Tell me, How long do you want to keep lingering in the past?What's your goal now?".That question strucked me deep in my heart.Yes, it makes me wonder too.What is my goal now? As i sat on, looking at the drizzling of the rain water and hearing the sound of water droplets, i began to reminisce about past.

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"Jason, ..OI jason!!!Wake up,Don't day dream anymore!The teacher is looking this way",My best friend,Roger wakes me up. "Hmm? Awh.....*Yawn* " Ah....what a nice dream , i have been having a dream of being the first in everything , beating all the rest,smart and strong while still remaining humble,the absolutely perfect kind of guy.Sadly,the reality is far cruel than the dream.Here i am,being the last in my class,an absolutely weak and dumb guy who could only dream of achieving anything.Yeah,that's how life is now for me.However,no matter how bad i am in everything, there is definitely one thing i can excel for.Yes, it is my passion, my precious sport, basketball.

Whenever i am down , there is always one thing that can always cheer me up.Yup, it is none other than a good refreshing game of basketball.It is definitely one of those games that can pump your adrenaline and get you moving.Indeed, i can never grown tired of it.It is one unique game that i can put 100% concentration in it.

*RINGGGGGGGGG* the school bell rings,signifying the end of the class."Hey,Roger,let's go to basketball court now, i can't wait to play!"I uttered. "Sigh, ok ok , you are always so excited when it comes to basketball " replied Roger. I rushed out with Roger to the basketball court.Upon reaching the basketball court, i saw an unfamiliar sight."Huh?What ?There are people here already?"My basketball coach, Mr.Jack was there too.I saw a beautiful,young lady with him too.I shall never forget that day..It was a love at first sight.I could never forgot the way she present herself that day.She was dressed in low-cut denim, blessed with beautiful angelic eyes, a silky jet black hair and a perfect body. It was as if she was an god-sent angel ,sent down to show us the definition of a perfect girl.

And as i was introduced to this girl, i knew she is the one... she is the love of my life.Coupled with her cute and friendly personality,she is definitely the type of girl that any guy would easily fall for.Aw...as if by a slip of fate,since that day,we start talking everyday.Apparently,she is rather interested in basketball too.So, there we go, me and Nancy started to develop feelings towards each other.

*****A Few Months Later *********

Time passed so fast, it has been a few months since the start of my relationship with Nancy.Everything has been progressing properly.Our relationship had progressed to a point where we can't lose each other..... Or so i thought.Lately,we seldom talked to each other.Somehow , i can feel that she is hiding something from me.As i went on and investigate,i found out a horrible truth.... I was a substitute.She don't really love me at all.She was just toying with my feelings.Ah,the agony of being played.Yeah,i was the fool...Believing that i already found my true love.It was after all ,just a dream.How could a girl like her be with a guy like me?

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The sound of water droplet in my ear is still intact.That is all for now.....Looking back, it has been a nice dream.Well at least i had a good dream.I stared at Roger and said "I think i found my goal now.It is to continue moving forward and forget the past".

***THE END***


Ah..well not in a good mood to write story now hehe.But i was rather inspired to write a story after looking at one of my friend's blog featuring a nice story.Oh yeah,btw this story is purely fictional and any resemblances with the real world is purely coincidence. And i wonder why this revolves around love again? heheh alright, i am gonna stop writing stories about love.Give me some other themes will ya guys?XD help me out pls?

Gloomy Side~

Ah.. After quite some time, it seems the other side of me finally resurfaces once again into this blog. Emo? No no not the emotional side of me.I would prefer to call it the gloomier side of me.The one that contains a lot of thoughts and emotions.Looks like the prolonged usage of hearing emotional and sad songs does lead me to this state T_T.

Either way, again i ponders. Again i wonders.It might have been a long ,forsaken topic, but i still wish to touch on it.Love? Yeah correct it is love again haha.I dunno maybe it is because i heard too much love songs yesterday night or what. But i felt like writing a love story now XP.Alright,for those are interested in reading , do scroll down ^.^!

*****Caution*This story is fictitious.Any similarities of names, characters, places, and times are purely coincidental. :P *****

Like all the good old fairy tales, this one will start the same.Once upon a time,There exists a dumb guy called Jimmy.Jimmy was always a failure in social life.Blessed with nothing but a mere pitiful life.Jimmy have always been daydreaming everyday.Unlike the sheltered prodigy or talented genius in animes and fantasy world, Jimmy have no talent at all , having bad academical results, sucks in both sports and games and even have an ugly face. With all his features , Jimmy is practically a social retard.He doesn't have any female friends before in his life.Neither do he interested in any.

However,one day Jimmy met a girl.As if by a slip of fate ,the girl is like a god-send gift,perfect by all means.Blessed with dazzling eyes, silky jet black hair and an angelic pretty face,she is the perfect girl for all mans.This includes Jimmy.It was a love at first sight.Jimmy quickly fell deeply in love with her.It wasn't any puppy love.It was a pure love.Nevertheless,due to Jimmy's low self esteem and confidence, he doesn't dare to approach that charming girl.

Everyday,Jimmy would quietly follow that girl.That girl,Carmen was a demure,charming girl.Being such a perfect girl, there must be a lot of guys that would want to chase her.True enough! Every single day, Jimmy would see a lot of guys from all walks of life rushing to chase her.Rich guys, handsome guys , talented geniuses.All of them possess unique property in which Jimmy doesn't .Despite all that , Carmen still rejects all those guy's proposal.

Jimmy was confused.Why would any girl want to reject a guy who possessed everything?One day, he found the answer.In that particular day,another guy had come to chase Carmen.He was a handsome,rich man.Dressed in a well-mannered suit, he went ahead and propose to Carmen.Still,Carmen rejected him.At that moment, Jimmy felt a chill down his spine.As unbelieveable as it might seem,the same well-mannered gentleman just now, turned into a beast.It turns out that he was a beast bearing a human face after all.

Without any hesitation , that inhuman man attacks Carmen and tries to rape her.Jimmy , seeing his dream girl in danger, rushes out to save her.With all his strength , he hit that man on his head and led Carmen away.After that incident,Carmen thanked Jimmy and asked for his name.Jimmy ran away after telling his name because he was too shy.

Ever since that day, Carmen knew that Jimmy have been secretly protecting her.In some way, Carmen fell in love with him too.Carmen knew Jimmy liked her too.So, she just wait for Jimmy to confess his love.But Jimmy never try to confess due to his lack of self-esteem and confidence.Enough is enough, Carmen thought.Finally ,Carmen confronted Jimmy.She asked him"Jimmy,I love you.Do you really love me?"Jimmy,still confused remained silent .Carmen then said " If so , prove it to me ".She leans back towards Jimmy and closed her eyes,expecting a kiss.Jimmy was really stunned.He was stunned and can't do a thing.

Finally ,Jimmy ran away.He didn't follow Carmen for a few days.After a while , he heard a horrifying news.Carmen has passed away.It seems on that day Jimmy ran away,Carmen was disappointed and ran into a car accident....Jimmy cried to his heart's content and regretted that he ever ran away.Had he confessed too, the story would be different.

Here is the alternate,happy ending ^^
Carmen then said " If so , prove it to me ".She leans back towards Jimmy and closed her eyes,expecting a kiss.Jimmy was really stunned.He was stunned and can't do a thing.Finally,at last Jimmy mustered his courage and kissed Carmen."YEs... Yes i do love you !" And from there on, a new couple have been born..The couple lived happily ever after... the end XD.

******** The End ******

Please do leave your comments and criticisms here ^^] Note that this story isn't logical at all.So,don't try to view it logically , thinking that " how can such a guy exist? " or " Where got such perfect girl?"Well,this questions remains a mystery.As for is there such a perfect girl ? I wonder hehehe. Alright thats all for today !

Dreams¬

Hehehe an essay to prepare for my english test 2morrow.^^ Hmm actually this is really my dream . Vision or sort of hehe always been day dreaming about this . BUt this is the first time i put it in essay form.So... enjoy :P

Living in the midst of poverty, I had always wanted to escape this poverty-stricken life to stand alongside the rich people of the higher class society. Nevertheless,what can I do ?I am nothing but a mere orphan craving for materialism and to live a better life.

So, there I was , in the orphan house near the poverty-stricken countryside.Both my parents had became the victim of a contagious chronic disease .Apparently, the doctors refuses to treat my parents due to them having insufficient money to pay for the medical fee. As such,in a way ,you could say that my parents died due to poverty.As funny as it might seem, I never hate the doctor that refuses to treat them.I came to realize that by now, in this materialistic world, everything revolves around money! True, money can’t buy everything.However , the converse of it is also true as well.Without money, you can’t buy anything.

Ever since that agonizing loss of my parent , I realize that I would never want to be poor. To that certain extend , I will do anything to be rich and lead a better life.One day ,a golden opportunity arises! A familiar figure in black suit, with a dazzling smile and a handsome face came to my orphan house . I reckoned I saw him somewhere in the business magazines.It turns out my premonition was correct, he introduced himself as Mr.Vincent Tan.Upon hearing that name , I was flabbergasted.Mr.Vincent Tan, I went to grasp the business magazine that I saw recently.I shook my head in disbelief upon reading the article depicting him.Being a business tycoon , he is one of the richest guy in my country,Malaysia.

Thousand thoughts are racing through my cerebrum as I wonder what is a man like him doing in a poor orphan house here.Upon hearing the conversation between him and our orphan house’s caretaker , Miss Chee, I found out that he is actually wanting to adopt a son . Without wasting any time , I rushes to Miss Chess to tell her that I volunteered to be adopted.Mr.Vincent looked at me with a perplexed look.He asked me “Boy,could you tell me why would you want to be adopted?” .I panicked,at that time , I knew my very answer could potentially change my life forever.Frantically , I answered “Sir,ever since the loss of my parents , it had always been my dream to have a surrogate father .”.He chuckles quietly and then told Miss Chee “Very well , could I take this boy with me then ?” Miss Chee nodded in agreement. At that very moment, I could felt as if my heart stopped beating!It was as if my feelings has been grasped by wind,I was in the state of euphoria!

A few year had passed since then , I am now the heir of one of the most successful business ever, the internet marketing business. A lot had happened in this few years Luxury had been on the tip of my fingernails. As the surrogate son of business tycoon, I was forced to learn a lot of things.However , it was all worth it .As I lie down on my chair , I wondered what would happened if I didn’t grasp the opportunity to be his son a few years ago.As I lie down comfortably, I am beginning to hear a voice .”wake up.. wake up , Ah Soon,WAKE UP!!!!!”,shouted my mother. I woke up immediately ,feeling a little bit dizzy.After a few minutes ,I finally come to my senses to realize that it was nothing but a mere dream.Yeah, a dream that is completely out of this world.