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Thursday, September 15, 2011

Start of the uni life

Ah.. finally.. I am here at long last. I have finally reached University of Malaya, Malaysia’s most prestigious and premiere university , the university which was ranked 167th in the QS world ranking just recently , a fact which I was forced to hear repeatedly over a course of 1 week.

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On the day of arrival , I was down with the eye disease, again. Yes, it was the same eye disease that has haunted me from the past ,the Recurrent Cornea Erosion . They say, if one is infected repeatedly by the same disease over and over again , one would acquire sufficient knowledge about that particular disease that rivals or even exceed that of the medical specialist regarding that disease. How true it is ! After falling victim to this sickness for so many times, I have already acquired enough knowledge about it to even write a book pertaining it. The symptoms , the adverse impacts it had, the medicines required to treat it. I knew it all.

As such , I knew that it would take at least 3 days to allow partial recovery of vision , 4 days to subside the pain , and 5 days to recuperate completely. It was only the second day , and I had to enter K.L in that condition , with my left eye being partially blind , with scorching pain coming up the moment I tried to open It , due to the skin abrasion and laceration of my lower lid that covers my cornea. Either way , it was because of that , I looked like a totally retarded person who have to close my left eye and relying heavily on others for the entire journey to K.L.

Luckily, with the help of my kind friend and my beloved mother, I made it to University of Malaya at last on the 4th of September 2011. Still awed and amazed by how technologically advanced and progressive K.L is compared to Penang,I expect UM to provide an equal amount of surprise and shock as well. And I am glad it did. Being the most premier university in Malaysia, it lives up to its reputation by introducing a very systematic way of categorizing and organizing students. The orientation week was superb, and it does live up to its status of the oldest university of Malaysia with its culture and traditions shown during the orientation week.

I have to say UM’s orientation week is indeed very unique and I dare say it’s one of the kind orientation that can only be found in UM . Let me try to convey what I had experienced earlier in the past week. Though mere words alone cannot do justice to it , but bear with me and lend me your eyes as we journey through this special chapter of my life.

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First of all , our hostels are known as Residential Colleges ( RC ) and there’s a grand total of 12 RC’s in UM, each having their own cultures and traditions. These RC’s are diverse and unique in the sense that all of them are built in different time period and every facilities in them are different . For example, the latest RC being built is RC 12 , which boasts a modern infrastructures and even an elevator to ease the mobility of the residents in this 12-floor architectural wonder.Then, there’s RC 2 which was situated at the hillside and RC 1 that were meant to house medical and law students only . RC 1 is the first RC to be built , being the oldest and thus having the ancient architectural look of the olden days . Most of the RC’s are in good condition still.

I have the privilege to stay at RC 7 or otherwise known as College Tunku Za’ba. Oh yeah, a point worth mentioning, every RC is named after a certain influential figure in history , e.g RC 3’s alternative name is College Tunku Kurshiah, and so forth. Now,what’s so special about this RC system is that in the orientation week. Each RC is pitted against each other as there will be a lot of inter-college competitions that would span activities such as cheering * which is compulsory for all students to participate in * , sports such as badminton, sepak takraw, netball ,and artistic competitions such as English Songs singing competition , nasyid , sketches and debates * I had the honour to participate in the British style parliamentary English debate , which I find to be a really fulfilling and enjoyable experience. * . So , the competition was fierce, especially when it comes to cheering competition.

Apparently , my college was known to have secured the trophy , the champion trophy for the cheering competitions for 5 years already , so now it was my batch’s turn to guard our college’s reputation and live up to the standard. The orientation week was very tough as in the first few days of orientation , we barely get more than 4 hours of sleep . We were forced to practice the cheers of our college * every RC have their own distinctive and unique cheers * every single day .. and mind you , there are like 5 or 6 different type of cheers . Even after that sleep deprivation , we were treated very badly by the Pembantu Mahasiswas (PM as we would refer to them, they are the facilitators of the orientation week and essentially our senior and the people in charge of us the whole week. Again, every RC have their own PMs . There are 28 PMs in my college ) They were strict, very strict , sometimes to the point where it would be too much for us to handle. Everytime one of the students were late for a particular activity or meeting, the entire residents ( i.e us, the freshies ) will get punished. According to them , it’s to cultivate the spirit of unity. And there were loads of other punishments and actions in which you get virtually get trampled by them and just have to suck up to them. Every single day we would sleep at around 1 , get up around 5 to do exercise , then proceed on to hear long,winding speeches , and then get back to practice cheers. Such were the misery we were subjected to.

Either way , these entire hellish activities continued for 6 days.. until one more day before the entire thing will end. On the last night before the last day, there was something special. The PMs who have been treating us badly turned worst. They were practically fuming at us , no matter what we did. Every single mistake, no matter how tiny or miniscule they were , none of them escapes their eye, and we were scolded and punished like we just did something unforgivable to them . And at the night , at around 12 midnight , we were assembled to watch a big “drama” . All the PMs took turn to scold us , to nag at us, to make us feel like we are the most worthless, useless creatures in the earth ,saying that they already dedicated 4 months of their time prior to this orientation to welcome us, how they sacrificed their time and effort to prepare the best activities for us, how they spent countless sleepless night to anticipate us.. and all their efforts being wasted because we did not commit ourselves fully and to do the cheer.After ranting it off in a fashion similar to how a heartbroken girlfriend would after breaking up, the PMs stormed off into an enclosed room , with their final words being “ I don’t care about you all anymore, do anything you want ! “ and we were left alone… or so we thought. At that exact time, suddenly a senior of our senior suddenly came to the rescue . Dubbing themselves as “super seniors” they questioned us, asking what on earth did we do to make their juniors *i.e our PMs* so heartbroken and angry ? Of course, all of it was just an act. . I know this might sound superficial in words but trust me, if you are there, you would certainly feel the heat too Their acting was very exaggerated and the entire drama would make you feel like you are in a real life , tv scene where we were in the climax of the show and this is the suspenseful part.

Though their scripts were corny and their actings were , at best, mediocre , there are still some that fell for it. There are some , females especially that really was hit by a pang of guilt , and were really convinced that they disappointed their beloved PMs and cried their hearts out. Of course , only a handful of them realized it was a tradtion of the orientation that has been passed down by generations , but that’s beside the point.

I digressed. Anyway, after that incident ended, we were forced to retire to our beds, with most of the students still feeling unease over the entire ruckus . In the end , we slept… for 2 hours , because at the unearthly time of 4 am , we were being awoken by the PMs . The supposedly , emotionally depressed and disappointed PMs, knocked on our doors with enthusiasm of a child getting their first toy . So, we woke up.. and get punished again. And of course.. to do cheers .

But this time it was different , most of the students that had fall prey to the little “sketch “ that those PMs put up the night earlier was burning with enthusiasm , with a newfound spirit to impress their PMs and to gain forgiveness from them , they did the cheer enthusiastically and fiercely.

Finally, the main event arrived . The final cheer showdown at the Dewan Tunku Chancellor . Everyone was tense a few minutes before it began. Fears of losing starts to elude them . But they did not worry,for as soon as the competition started , we literally clinched the title. The atmosphere was electrifying . The whole affair lasted for over an hour . Some were tired, exhausted, and some had lost their voice due to cheering too loud , yet we continued cheering and still raring to go for another round, all but for a reason . A silly reason . Because everyone else was doing the same thing ;).

The event that night truly highlights the spirit of unity and pluralism. As the motto of our RC , “Kita Bersatu” ( United we stand ) implies, we truly live up to it. That night, we were truly united , disregarding the fact that we come from different race ,creed or colour. That amazing feeling that night , those powerful emotions.. I dare say none of us that night would trade it for anything else in the world . That’s how awesome that night was J In the end, we were declared the winner of the cheer competition. As one of our PM mentioned earlier , true to his words , the instant we received that news, our hearts sprang to joy , all the fatigues and pain we felt in the past few days disintegrated instantly , instead filling the void with immense feeling of victory .

Friday, September 2, 2011

One Day

Ah.. it's amazing how time passes so fast . In a blink of an eye, 9 months has passed by and now I am one day away from leaving my beloved home sweet home, Penang to the metropolitan , urban city , K.L. And it must happen to be that on this particular big day, that I would be stricken sick with my eye disease , the cornea erosion , And so , here I am , having the need to rest my eye and can do nothing at all on my last day in Penang . But then again, I couldn't contain the urge to blog this story out , inspired by Wongfu production's video , When Five Fell. It's amazing how the intricately designed story and meaningful messages ,coupled with some creativity would merge together so well , producing such a splendid video. After watching that, I decided to flex my writing skills abit by writing an original romance story which you can check out at the post below :P. There's not much time left to say anything .. I am still very anxious and nervous about my journey in the next day and my eye disease , but there's nothing much I can do except pray and hope for the best. So, here I am blogging my last post before leaving for K.L.

May I be able to attain happiness, joy and love there and may the same blessing reach out to my fellow friends who will be leaving soon too. All the best to all of you and thanks for being the great friend you are . Good Luck ! .


Him & Her

She was like the small sunshine that brightens his day. With medium-long,beautiful , jet black hair, pearl white complexion , and a dazzling smile , she was like the angel that made a wrong turn to earth. A perfect heaven-sent gift from God.But it wasn't always like that ....

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The first time they met , it wasn't quite a love at the first sight.Rainee has a friendly face, not drop dead gorgeous ,not a head turner that would grab every guy's attention and make them lust for her ,no not that type. Hers was more to a classic, timeless beauty . A beautiful , friendly , demure-looking girl with a dazzling smile. That was his first impression of her. Alex, on the other hand , was just your Average Joe, heck , he wasn't even fit to be average , you could say he was slightly below average with his scrawny body , pale complexion filled with tons of zits ready to explode at any time and a short stature he was nothing a girl would want in an ideal guy, much less desire.Nevertheless , both Alex and Rainee had this inexplicable good vibes for each other.

The second time they met. they were much more chatty . Having recognized each other, both tried to inquire more about each other and conversation started flowing.Words fell out from their mouth naturally and conversations flowed smoothly. It turns out Rainee was a shy introvert , the usually quiet and reserved girl that keep things to herself. Alex was the complete opposite , a sunshine boy , the outspoken extrovert that wouldn't hesitate to voice out whenever it was possible.Despite the obvious oxymoron , the juxtaposition of both Rainee and Alex turns out to be surprisingly well. Before they knew it , they couldn't stop talking .They chatted in every medium possible , from msn , to sms and to real life , they talked about every topic possible under the sun , from the common girl-guy relationship topic , to games and some personal secrets that they both shared, nothing escapes their discussion.Though, most of the time, the main topic that fuels their discussion is music , their only common topic. Despite having different sets of personalities and character, both enjoyed their conversation immensely.

Needless to say ,this cycle repeats itself everytime they meet , and soon enough , without realizing it , their friendship grew and they went from complete strangers to best friends. At the mere age of 15 . both of them have yet to experience love and have no idea what is that magical and most powerful emotion that resides within human heart is .However,it is said that girls reach puberty and mature faster than guys. Slowy but surely , Rainee began to feel something , she began harbouring feelings towards Alex . It was more of an infatuation than love but it was strong feeling nevertheless.Yet ,Alex, being the young , immature and naive boy he was at that time, have no idea why she acted differently at that point. Rainee tried to gave subtle hints and treat him differently in hope that he would reciprocate her feelings , but to no avails. Alex was completely oblivious to that effort and acted the same way he always did, to treat her as only a friend.It wasn't until much later on that he would discover he have the same mutual feelings towards her as well.

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Several months have passed since then.Rainee's eventually grew out of her infatuation and started to move on , with Alex still being as ignorant as ever. They stayed as good friend though.This goes on until the end of their secondary education. It was big holiday after their final examination and a mutual friend decided to organize a party to celebrate the end of schooling days.

18 May 2008 , it was a day Alex would not forget.On that particular day , the party was successfully held. Successful , because a lot of people did attend it. Among those people , Rainee was one of the few female friends invited . Needless to say, she stood out , being the prettiest among them all. To the people there, she was the epitome of beauty , an idol admired by girls and chased after by guys.. Alex was well aware of her popularity .But,neither one of them would be able to predict what will happen next.

One of the activities held there was a truth or dare session .At that particular session , a guy was challenged to confess to whichever girl he wanted to in front of everyone. We were sitting in a circle back then and the poor guy that was selected to be inside the circle was dared to do confess.Surprisingly , he did confess, and what's even more surprisingly , it's to Rainee ! She was shocked and flabbergasted , no one was expecting that at all. Finally, she had to reject it politely . The guy persisted but gave up at last , not before being wounded emotionally . Though , I could see it in her eyes that Rainee was equally hurt and dejected as well. Rainee was a kind-hearted girl , and she was the type of girl that would felt bad if her actions hurt someone directly or indirectly. Though it wasn't her fault , knowing her actions had tremendous consequences on the guy's heart , she fell into depression.

But still ,as to not ruin the party's atmosphere ,she put on a brave front and faked a smile, saying that she's okay . Everyone else was tricked , but not Alex. He knew something was amiss, he knew that she would be hurt ,and he grew concerned knowing that,albeit the party was ongoing and he couldn't find a space to talk and console her. Luckily , Alex was smart enough to conceive an ingenious idea. Since they are seating next to each other , Alex typed a message on his phone and pass the message to her , on the pretext that he wanted to show her something. Rainee saw it and replied it the same way by writing it on his phone and passing it back. And soon, they were both engrossed in their own personal world that only the two of them shared... It was only for a short time , but that ephemeral moment of secret where only the two of them share will always be embedded in Alex's mind.

At the end of the party , Rainee was back to her cheerful self , with just a tiny bit feeling of guilt left.

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A few days after the party , Alex felt a flicker of flame igniting from deep inside his heart. The flicker grew stronger and eventually persisted into flame that could no longer be stopped. Alex started missing Rainee, her mesmerizing voice , her dazzling smile, everything about her. It was the first time Alex has come across such powerful emotion . Slowly but surely , the emotions grew strong enough until his heart couldn't contain it . Not knowing what to do , finally Alex conceded defeat and gave in to his emotions. He started talking to her longer than necessary , finding excuses to meet her and treat her differently . He totally fell head over heels for her.

As the famous quote goes, " people normally take things for granted , only when they lost the precious things that once had , do they learn to appreciate it " This expression certainly fits in this situation. Rainee's infatuation to him was long over , and as of now ,she treats him as nothing more than friend, rendering whatever methods Alex used to chase her , totally pointless and useless.After some period of time, finally Alex discovers that his efforts are fruitless.

Not wanting to risk losing their friendship , Alex gave up and slowly things began to fall apart.Rainee and Alex were talking less and less. The conversation that used to be endless and daily diminishes into lesser than once a month , and nil at last. Both Alex and Rainee moved on and hardly talks to each other anymore..


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A few years have passed since then , before they finally meet again. Much to his surprise, Alex's feelings towards Rainee is still intact . They started talking again, though less frequently , with Alex initiating the conversation most of the time. Once more , Alex's dousing fire was reignited agian and he tried his best to reach out to her and show her that he cares. Yet , Rainee is oblivious and acted nonchalantly. Ignorance is bliss they say . Before long , it is time of separation again, Alex is leaving for the States .Ironically , Rainee is heading to the same place. So near,yet so far. Both of them will be going to the same destination , yet the distance between their heart still remains the same.Finally , Alex came to a conclusion that , what is to be, will be . What is fated to be his will be , what isn't , will never be. Hence , he decided to leave it to fate ,wondering how the red thread of fate will connect them in the future , or leave them wandering ... but even so. one thing's for sure. He will constantly pray and hope for the best for Rainee , as love , is essentially about wanting the best for the other half isn't it? :) .

‎"I think that if life separates us and we end up in totally different places,always remember when our paths aligned for this period of time,and I'll be thankful for that,and hope that wherever you are, you'll be thankful too." -quote from Stranger's Again ,by wong fu production . :)

Edit : sorry for the half-hearted ending ,I published this story in a rush , when I was down with eye disease. I vow to edit this story and add more details someday in the future ;) Any person or story linked to this story is purely coincidental .

= Nuffnang =