Window to my soul~

2morrow is my exam. Well it is nothing big, just the typical monthly test.Our school call it Up1 (ujian prestasi 1).I did studied a bit concerning bio and sej already. Yet i still have an uneasy feeling that i might face difficulties 2morrow.I want to study but i just lack the will power to do so.I often hear this quote "Failing to plan results in planning to fail ".I planned! i plan to study late at nite.In fact,i even planned to stay up whole nite studying ....but plans are just words.Words without actions are mere thrashes.I have the aspiration! but i lack the perspiration.With tat,all my plans have gone down the drain.How i wish i could have succeeded in something.The whole day i have been daydreaming... and at nite i have been fantasizing....fantasizing how good would it be if i am this ... how good would this be if i have this and that .. But realistically , i am just me .

Nothing but mere an ordinary man who wishes for nothing more than gud health and wealth.OK back to the world..lets see it is 12.38 a.m now.i will be having an exam about 7 hours later.I have these options : 1)sleep 2)study 3)on9 and blogging as what i am doing now.I like blogging now... i Just love how to blog just the way it is...Blogging , for me is a way to expresses my intentions and rants... It is a place for me to express my concealed thoughts.Oops .. i got carried away again.Well, all i could have in my head now is " what to do after exam?" XP well i guess this is typical thought for lazy bumps like me ^^ but i am starting to get worried again.. this is the similar case as my previous last term test last year.My results are terrible..So i figured in this year, i should study on regular basis.but then again ... could i really do that ?Again it is back to will power.Academic isn't my only problems... we faced a lot of obstacles in life.But i do think i particularly have a lot of obstacles...Financial problems... i wish to go out and hang out wif frens after exam but then again ... haiz... how i wish i had worked after exams last year =.= It is too late to regret now.

This year i learnt an important lesson ====> " only early birds get the worms" .Due to my endless procrastination ,i had loss a lot of things...E.g an opportunity to change class, earning money ,getting good grades.. and etc etc.. So this year, i swear.. NO more procrastination! no more delay! whatever i want to do , i will do it immediately! ok, off to study!^^