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Thursday, June 17, 2010

What a Day 2 !!

First of all , I would like say ... I felt HAPPY ,EXCITED , EXHILARATED , JOYFUL ,CHEERFUL , EUPHORIC , PLEASED , CONTENTED, BLISSFUL , ECSTATIC , __ [ insert any positive adjectives here ] !!! What an unexpectedly productive day . .

It started with a fine morning where I find myself waking up quite early at around 10 am . ( hey it's early for me ok ? I usually woke up at 12 pm =x ) . So, thinking that it was still early ,I procrastinate to bath for awhile , wasting time by switching on the com .. .online ..and the first unexpected thing that I found on that day was my long lost nice soundtrack of a game.U can listen to it here if u are bored / avid music listener / too free .

Anyway, as I was happily wasting my life away doing nonsensical stuff, a sms came to inform me that I was late for something . Today, I was supposed to go a childcare centre for interact charity work. Unfortunately , some of my members misunderstood that I would be in school at 11 am and smsed me at that time. So , there comes my first bad news. I am late. lol

So,after some hurry buffalo wash (mandi kerbau , direct translation anyone? ) I rushed to school only to find those two ladies enjoying their time listening to songs ==. So, we went to the childcare at last .It's called Sri Pelita Centre. Below are some pictures taken from there.


Today is actually the officiating day for the "Penang Toy Story" project.
Hence , the reporters and press.

And a lot of big ppl too.This project is basicaly a project organized by Dr. Sim to help the childrens from poor family or those suffering from down syndrome and etc.

Anyway, it was really time well spent there. I had fun helping and mixing with the childrens :D and I get to meet new friends there ,Steve and Anne :D Those two are really nice ppl ( interactors from mbs) .


After the child care centre, we head off to MBS for awhile to transfer pics to them , and anne gave an impromptu orientation tour of mbs to us .(YIPPEE ! ) Alright , more picture for you picture-whore ( a term i devised for those ppl who craves for pics :P )




Their library looks like a jail lol.
Posers in front of the jail library :D
idk wat's tis but seems nice right?:P
one of their fields.Their scout den. Again idk why a car like tis is in parked in front fo their scout den. Scout car?
Canteen ! they sell some very nice food ! too bad it's not open when we were there =/
Where do u think tis is ? :P
Ta da, the answer !
pathway.the good people ;D

MBS is a great school ! The environment is super duper cool.Though it looks like a jail in some places , the overall effect is cool . Being in there is like being in an old,ancient but nevertheless beautifully preserved castle , not like a school at all. It gives off a really antique but cosy feeling =). Now I wish I went to MBS to study instead aha.

Anyway, after mbs ,just when I thought it's all over, another sms came. This time it's about going gurney.Talk about being random enough.Who on earth would suddenly sms asking "hey gurney nw wan?" It's the birthday boy. Thus, I have to comply .( excuse to go out whee ! XD ).

No photos taken there sadly. After tat, I went to play football in youth park!! Productive enough ? :D

And finally coming back to home brings me yet another surprise. My mom just installed a new air conditioner for me.OMGWTFBBQ ! TY MOM!!!! :D
Hitachi ! :D
Brrr cold !
WHEE yippee !! Finally , no more compromising of the blardy hot msian weather. :D Overall, today is a very good day for me . If, everyday can be as good or even greater than this, then I guess I won't have any regrets anymore =).Hope that tomorrow would be even better.. May everything be well, for u and me =)

Monday, June 14, 2010

Holiday 2 !

It seems that holiday has a weird way of provoking thoughts and the mood to blog or is it that I just had nothing better to do ==.

This is the 2nd week of holiday . In a blink of an eye, it seems that my 1st week of holiday just fly past me .And I actually wasted it by spending time on nonsensical things and concentrating on counter-productive stuff. Well, at least I learnt a lot !!

Alright , so , 2nd week of holiday is beginning * in fact as i am writing this right now , it already began * So,what's the plan for this 2nd week of holiday ? Study ! Exercise ! Practice ! Productive stuffs ! so much for productive resolution when I know I will end up doing some nonsensical stuffs again . ha ha ~

Yesterday , went out with a bunch of gay gang to get a present for another gay bastard . Hmm lazy to write d la . let the pictures do the talk .

Gay Gang ~ GG
chickenAngel's wing found in snj gift shop lol. I was thinking of giving tis as gift actually lol.

Hmm, I guess that's all .. Weird. Just now I clearly remembered that I got a lot to blog about . How come when I go online , everything just went blank ? It's awkward how the mind works . It drifts when u stay still , and remains stationery when u start thinking.

Now, I just have so many fantasies running around. There's not much happening now in this holiday, and I doubt there will be any too after this . How I wish STPM can finishes right now.

Ok ,let's be really random right now.How I wish I can be the author of my own life, narrating my stories as it goes along ~ How I wish I was born with better physical characteristics ~ How I wish life can be better for me .. and the list goes on and on .Sigh , I actually had a perfect script for my own story in which I call it sf's legacy lol and it is really really random . Hmm.. maybe I should post it up next time.

Btw,for those bored ppl who have nothing better to do like me too ,check out this cool stuffs :D

1st) http://theoatmeal.com/story/eat_horses funny and outrageously random story =D

2nd ) Plants vs zombie mv . super cute and funny



Ok,that's all for now . Enjoy , Toodles !:D

Saturday, June 12, 2010

What a Day ~

Unexpected. That's the only adjective that I can find to describe my day today . It was totally full of surprises. Twist and turns everywhere and the end, an endless narrow tunnel , with encroaching darkness slowly creeping in ,threatening to cover the entire tunnel.

What a day truly . I would have never imagined to end up like this.As of now , I am having one of the most mixed reaction ever. It's like being in the eye of the storm during the most turbulent times . Anger, sorrow , sadness, grief emptiness, happiness,joy ,relief , excitement . All these emotions are residing within my fragile heart right now .

I never thought a day would come when I would experience all these emotions in a single day but alas it did arrive. Now ,this is truly an emotional roller-coaster ,and a pretty terrifying one too.

Today, I learnt a great lesson.Sometimes , letting go is better than keeping it at heart , knowing that it will never be yours .And it's not good to pretend baby =) (note to myself ) . I have learnt that it takes a lot to be in a relationship . and that to expect total commitment when one just shows minimal effort is absurd.and sharing isn't exactly caring .=)

Either way , it's over =D . Tat's all for the negative part .

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Ok, now for the positive part, it has been an awesome night ,first meeting with a group of people from the upper echelon of the society who appears to be quite down-to-earth honestly. I am getting all excited and thrilled to be working with these big names and to have an opportunity to learn from them ,it's gratifying really.

Next,I am so glad to have made numerous acquaintances from around the country .It's really heartening to note that when one is despair , hope arises from one of the least expected source. Having a decent chat is really a bless in it's own right . It should be labelled as one of the best entertainment ever alongside gaming and listening to music. It's really hard though to find the right pair of ears / or eyes for that matter to listen and see your troubles and to be able to hold conversation about it .

But when u did find one however , the flow just comes naturally .. It goes on and on and that's when u know u got urself some friends for life =) ( or chatting buddies for life ) I wish that these bonds we forged during turbulent times will remain strong until the end ..


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That's the end of my ranting ! =D anyhow, i haven't been entirely honest with u . sorry and thanks for the memories . Life is __________ [fill in the blanks] :D but for now i hope a swift change of wind will carry me away , moving me to a far far world , the dreamy ideal world i have ever wanted. But these fantasies are impossible in this cruel reality isn't it ? Time for a reality check . =) Perhaps it would be wiser of me to invest my time in some other important matters ~ maybe just maybe !~ wulala

Sunday, June 6, 2010

H0liday!

Alright.. finally getting into the mood of blogging .Well, by now I believe that most of the readers , or used to be readers are already gone assuming this blog is dead right? Well, they are not too far from the truth.This blog is well, partially gone, due to the endless procrastination and the inconsistent moody behaviour of this blog's owner. Without further ado, let me proceed to the ranting of the day : H0lidayz !

Holiday Span : 2 week
Holiday Resolution : Study , Exercise , Learn new things , Go out
Expected Result : Stay at home sleep and rot.

1st day of holiday , 5/06/2010 . It was a fine Saturday morning , I woke up ,still feeling sleepy and exhausted from the last night's stay up .Everything was supposed to be going along smoothly until I noticed the time . It was 10 am in the morning. If it was any other day,it would have been still " early " for me and I would have continued sleeping but unfortunately .. that was the day where extra class in school was held . The irony is , it ends at 10 am and I woke up at the exact same time it ended !

And that was how I screwed up my first day of holiday :)

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After that I still went to school to fetch some friends to tj bungah for some business . Now behold readers , as you will see one of the most rarest thing in my blog .. : pictures :D
Two boat stranded on the sea with no one inside .. creeps ppl out huh ? haha
Two bloody bastards tat forced me to drive them all the way to tj bungah. What are they doing?I have no idea dont ask me.




It's a wonder how the deep blue sky can bring peace to one's mind . :)
Seashell ! :D
Me !
The shape of this rock looks like shit from afar lol no kidding :D

Ok,so that sums up my experience in Tj bungah . =D That little excursion also mark the end of my productivity for I spent the rest of the day rotting at home . =.-


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I gaze upon deep blue sea, the tranquil colour of peace fills my mind and flow fluidly throughout my body . I tilt my head upwards , and I saw it . Like how light dispels darkness,the dreamy sapphire blue sky immediately dispels all my worries and troubles in an instant ... * : ) english exercise . trying to sound like a novellist lol did i succeed? :D *

The clouds has moved and my mind is now crystal clear. And then , it struck me .. I am already 19 years old. Seriously ? I still felt like 17 year old . Time pass by too quickly. It just felt like yesterday was the day I finished PMR . ah those were the good old days ...

No worries , no troubles , nothing ..Nothing at all .It's pure bliss back in those days . Now, shouldered with much burden and responsibility .Holiday is not really a holiday anymore, with the schedule heavily-packed with tuitions,extra-class and the need to study .

However, all hopes are not lost . There remains a flicker of hope of happiness and bliss =)..yes,it's you ! :D . Either way , looking back , I felt like a frog under the well .. A deep deep well . In retrospect , I was a very foolish child , my biggest folly being not actively participating in sports and clubs. In recent years, I realied a lot of things and changes alot too.

I realised that some sports and physical exercise are fun.I.e Badminton , basketball , and unsurprisingly football. Ironically , I used to hate football . Well, ok maybe hate is too strong of a word.I did not really favour football, in fact I don't really favour any sport at all . Now, I am a strong fan of sports :D .I love it when my adrenalin gets pumped up and all those energy being put into good use .. beside promoting health and my fitness level too .:DI so wanna play badminton now .

Another change is that I started developing a love for reading . Back in old days, I wouldn't even spare a petty glance at the novel / any books even if u give me money . * seriously * Now, I am asking my sister to lend 3 novels from her school's library to devour in this holiday . :D I haven't been a voracious reader last time and now, I am still not a voracious reader lol ,but I can confidently , convincingly say that that I have a passion for reading now :) *certain reading materials only ,this doesnt apply to reference book * Ah.. it's amazing how time changes a person.

As time marches on relentlessly , physical and emotional changes come along . I am still the same old small guy though , with the same fragile heart I held . There's one tiny changes though . Now , i am more emotionally-inclined and prone to fall head over heels compared to last time.

And as of now .. I think I might have found .. The one? Perhaps this might work out , perhaps it won't . .. But however it is , I promise I shall try my best to grab this opportunity that has been presented to me and try my best to realise it .Hopefully , i can gain the promised happiness =)

Ok,end of rant . Ty for reading . Q.E.D . :) May life be good for you and me ~ =)

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Holiday

Ahh ~ it's finally the long awaited holiday :D . Usually , with the much dreaded school days gone, naturally the holiday mood should set in and my days would usually be filled with much joy,happiness and excitement ,yet this upcoming holiday seems to be filled with nothing but gloom,sadness and sorrow =/

The reason ? Mainly caused by the damn Ass Tee Pee Mmm == thanks to that major exam, my holidays are now packed with extra classes . tuitions and more tuitions . Well hopefully the 2 weeks of holiday will not be all vested into academics alone .

Thankfully, all hope are not lost :) . There is still a flicker of hope left for me to fill my holiday with some happy memories . And how will that be achieved? I dunno .. maybe.. by spending a day with a certain someone? :D or maybe just by indulging myself into music/game/manga all day and night long ? Ahh I have so much to do but the train of thoughts just kept on moving relentlessly without stopping by for actions.

Sigh =.- i am not really getting into the feeling of blogging now . Maybe i should just sleep. ya maybe i should jst do tat .May the days ahead be filled with happiness , joy and much excitement .Lastly,may everything be well for you and me ;)

Friday, May 14, 2010

Of Hopes and Aspiration ~

HEY ya peeps ! how are u guys ? :D Sorry for the lack of updates , too busy recently . ( ya rite who am i kidding ? it's just pure LAZINESS ) Anyhow, I am back, I guess.. for now :D

Life have not been good to me . Not to say that there aren't great moments however I just have to say that perhaps the dull and dark moments far outweighs the great ones =( .

School life is as mundane and dull as the pendulum clock in my house. Just like how the nondescript sound the clock makes when it ticks , my life sounds just exactly like that . Well, however in recent days ,I have learn to be more appreciative and grateful to what I have.

Indeed it is true that my life is not the best or the greatest out there ,( well personally , I hate my life sometimes ) but it is not the worst either. Having talked to quite some people and observed their daily life , I find that there are some other people whose life is way more miserable than mine and yet they can still find the courage to smile and move on just like that . Honestly, I really salute them ,for their courage to weather the storm and emerged smiling.

And yet there are those that prefer to remain sulky and "emo" over their current life. Well, i have no right to condemn nor even criticize them because I was a part of them , maybe still am sometimes :D.But hey , we are teens right? And teens have teenage angst and we have to throw tantrums around sometimes or get emo ! Otherwise, we won't be called teens right?

These days, I felt that staying at home is so much better than staying in school. I find school life miserably pathetic and depressing sometimes.Why is it so ? I just couldn't stand sometimes that people have to stick to their own group and form cliques. Why can't we just mix together all the time ? Why must we be nice to some people only sometimes to reap the benefits in that particular moment and to just dispose of that "connection" when it is no longer needed.

It is saddening.This malady of human society is maddening.It stinks and reeks of dirty stench of favouritism.I find this state of hypocrisy disgusting. Some claim that they are friendly and all but the irony is, they only mix when the time is right . The other time, they don't even acknowledge your existance.

And it just shows just how mean people can be. Imagine a society full with hypocrites like that ? Sigh . Alright ,enough of the bad news . How about some good news? :D

Recently, I have been intoxicated with music, and I mean really intoxicated with it ! I FREAKING LOVE MUSIC!!! YEAH :D It's amazing how ironic it would be . A few years ago , if anyone were to sing even the latest song or even humming it , I wouldn't even recognize it at all . In fact, I would probably despise it .

And now ? I could only say that music is the only antidote to my emo-ness now :D God bless musicians ! ! !

Another great happening in my life is the opportunity to meet new friends. And I find this opportunity arising even more now . And I am very grateful and glad that I made the move .In my 19 years of life , I have come to learn it the hard way. If guys don't take initiative , you won't get anything at all.

I sincerely hope that the bond of friendship that I have forged over the years remain strong over the years and withstand any obstacles that come our way :) . My current wish and hope for the future is that I could be friends with everyone ! Yeah, I know it sounded childish and unrealistic but well, that's just me :D Anyway , I remain optimistic and hopeful for the future. May everything be well, for u and me : ) . Oh, and MUSIC ROCKS MY SOUL !! YEA

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Uncertainties ~

It's the dreaded month again.. February, the month where the much dreaded Chinese New Year celebration springs to life and haunts me again ..,and to make matters worse, this year , it is accompanied with the V-day,or otherwise known as SAD ( single's awareness day ) for all the happy single bachelors out there like me :) .( alright ,that was absurd .i am nt happy being single :( )

Alright,maybe some of you might wondering .. why the word "dread"? shouldn't it be " much anticipated" instead? After all,Chinese New Year is supposed to be an auspicious event celebrated by people from all around the world, chinese mostly .It is supposed to be an event filled with joy,happiness,laughter.mirth and etc etc *insert adjectives that depicts fun and happy things here *.Yet,for me it is one of the most boring,mundane days where I have to brace myself just to go through it.

The reason "dread" being used is very simply because.. I hate my relatives .There, ok I said it. Ok,maybe hate wasn't the right word, more like I dislike, not to the point of total disagreement and unacceptable,still bearable.. but I still detest them..ok some of them perhaps.I find it boring to gather with cousins who can't understand me and engage in actions which seemingly disgust me sometimes. It is as if I wasn't in tune with them .

But it matters not, the only moment I actually do anticipate are the moments I get ang paos :D they rocks.Other than that, it is all dull moments..I shall not dwell further on this topic as this is rather sensitive topic for me (and if my relatives/cousins happen to see this, i am so screwed lol)

I digressed.Back to main topic of the day, uncertainties.This month have been a month filled with countless uncertainties.. uncertainties in relationships, uncertainties in lifestyle,uncertainties in a lot of things.,and unfortunately I occasionally find myself embarking on a journey of dreams,delusions and fantasies , only to snap out of it to realize that the cruel reality have none of my ideal fantasies. I seem to be on a terrible emotional roller-coaster this month too,with moods swinging and changing as swiftly as the blowing wind.

One second I felt a surge of happiness and went high, the next falling into depression.And this month too,I took a short detour from my journey of self-discovery to the road of self-critism for lack of confidence and low self-esteem.There are a lot of moments where I will ponder and wonder about the life I am leading and ask questions.

Is this the life that I wanted? Am I satisfied with it ? And unsurprisingly ,the answers are all no.Yet , I dont feel like doing something about it.. People say , man should not dwell much into the remnants of the past , as the past are mere burdens that will drag you down.Yet, I still indulge in it .. continue wondering what would happen if I took the road not taken ?

I seek refuge in the unforseen future , hoping that things would take a turn for better, partly depending on luck and higher authorities up above. That's why for now, at this very moment , the present seems to stand still , time and space seems to freeze this instant , just like how my mind and heart remain frozen and sealed a long time ago.

Yes, and now the biggest uncertainties revolving in my life is what to do next ? I don't believe in just studying .. that's absolutely bullshit . Studying and getting the 1st in academics does not mean everything, thought it will certainly provide a boost for applications to university and etc.Other that that, it just proves that you are a studying nerd or a freaking genius. I prefer the latter label.

I don't know what to do with my life now,and I hate school too.School just seems to be a big waste of time.Right now, I just wants to be happy I guess.. I just want to have that " I got everything I will ever need " feeling ... I need to be appreciative I know but still I need to be happier than I am now.

I need to taste the sweet taste of victory and true happiness.The joy of love and romance, the sweet victory smell . and the absolute bliss of having my wishes granted.I do feel a sense of envy at times at those people who seemingly have it all, great fortune, good luck , prominent friends, best partners .

But yet at the same time I fear that once I got them, I would be bored of it in no time and suffer the other side of the double-edged sword, the other side of happiness,- depression.This plethora of thoughs that constantly cross my minds , the endless ironic debate that keeps going inside.. and I swear one day it will drive my crazy ...

Yet for now, it is the fuel which keeps me alive.. or rather survive. I am just surviving now.. not really alive but just prolonging death, cheating it and continue living in another state.I need to feel alive somehow.. That's my only wish.

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OK,that's all my rants and complains for now. To those that persevered and braced yourself through all the rants above and make it here, congratulations :D . Don't worry , I am not trying to commit suicide or anything.It is just one of those times where a pang of poignancy hits me and I wish to write in this emo-itic way . Perhaps it is just me,but I felt like sometimes people need to release stress and other types of negative vibes in them through something.For me , I guess it is this blog,the channel which I release all my negative feelings to.

On another note,after this month, my first examination is coming . Not anything major, but still it scares me somehow. It is prudent that I scored for it for this will be the first leaping stone I need to brace myself for the final hurdle this end of the year. Yet I don't feel like studying for it at all.. Where? where can I find the motivation to do it ? SIgh,, I freaking need motivations.

Btw, to everyone I know and recognized , Happy Chinese New Year and V-day =D May all of you be blessed with much joy,prosperity and happiness ,together with their loved ones :D .

Hopefully I can get my happiness soon too ^^. Alright,until the next pang of emoness hits me, I am out ~ toodles.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

February.

After what seems like an eternity, finally I managed to get my computer back online. The last few days without com really is hellish =( ,especially the first few days. Anyhow, it is back now and I am very glad it did =D.

In a blink of an eye, it is February already.. so much have changed,yet some things remain constant = ) . School life is getting more and more boring for me .. and ironically I used to miss schooling when it is holiday , yet now when school starts , I started complaining and ranting about how sucky school life is.

The truth is, there are facts in both cases. However contradictory it may be, we humans will always get bored of whatever we possess,no matter how precious it is, only to regret and laments over the lack of it when we lost it...

Alright,back to life.. I somehow loves the night time when I am at home.. It is the only time I felt most alive and happy... Somehow I can felt some tinge of joy and happiness .. especially when I indulge in beautiful musics,those were the moments where I truly felt alive..filled with the very prospect of life,with enveloping sanguinity ,genuinely wrapping me ..

I wish STPM is over faster..and a new chapter can take over. because, as much as I dread turning over a new page, I do feel equally dreadful of staying in the same page over and over again,much less a page filled with depressing emoness, sorrow and agony.

Though I am sure I will certainly miss some happy moments in it , this is not the life I want.. this is not the ideal life I am wishing for.. This is not what I live for ...

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Anyhow, a note on entertainment.Recently, when my com is down , I had to find other alternatives to cure my boredom, and I came across this new drama directed by Jay Chou.. You see, Westerners have their own set of superheroes..namely Spiderman,Batman ..and etc but what about Asians? Cicakman? nawh don't think so.. Thus, bearing that in mind, the brilliant Jay Chou created PANDAMAN ! Yes folks, U heard it correctly..panda-man ! .

As funny as it may sound , it is actually quite nice and random show =D .I personally enjoyed it! And the songs are nicee ..So ,check it out folks =D


Saturday, January 2, 2010

New Year Resolutions

It just seems like yesterday I was getting all tensed up and anxious for the first day of Form 6 ,and now, in a blink of an eye, 2009 is coming to an end , and so are my highschool education in pfs. Soon, in a year or so, I will be officially graduating from my highschool , even though technically, I should already graduated last year. Bawh,doesn't matter.

In a few more days , school will be reopening again, and it marks the beginning of an end. My last year in highschool .Somestimes I do misses school life ,donning the school uniform and doing those crazy silly things with friends while we are supposed to be learning there. But most of the time, I just plain hate school life, much more especially since this year we will be staying from 7am till 4pm everyday!!!

But since this is the last year already, I am not complaining much . It might be a blessing in disguise maybe ? I digressed.

Going back to the topic of the day , 2009 is officially over ,and the much anticipated 2010 is finally here, and as to go with the traditions of new year, the arrival of a new year marks a new beginning, accompanied with the mandatory resolutions for the new year and the reflection of the past years. So.. here goes nothing =D

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2009 has been a splendid year filled with a myriad of emotions ,a combination of happy and joy , gloom and sorrow, depression and emoness. The start of the year was rather mundane and sluggish as the post-spm life is basically all eat,sleep,go out and the whole cycle repeats itself again for a few months until I finally got a job.

Yes, a job, Me ! Anyway,there's an entire post about the job I was working on, hence I shall not bring it up here. Along the way, I learnt a lot of things .. acquiring precious life lessons that I would not have learnt had I stayed at home doing nothing.

Finally,around the Mid of may, my form 6 life officially started. Life began moving again.Slowly but surely, the terrors of how hard Form 6 life would be daunts upon us, but being teenagers we are, we easily dispels it and sure enough , games came in and replaces the supposedly important STPM pressure that we should be having.

Along the way,I met a lot of new friends.. and slowly learning that life is not all about making choices, it is about making the right ones.

Fast forward the time and November is here , Lower Six life has just barely passed and now Upper Six is ushering in ,marking the beginning of the war where failure is not an option .

In a summary, 2009 sees me making new friends , and deal with peer pressure at its peak,and finally letting go of it =D .Also, this sluggish year have me losing something and gaining something else in return =D. Again ,another year have passed , bearing testament to aging years.But yet, as time marched on relentlessly, there is only one thing remains unchanged ,that is the memories we hold.. There were indeed dark moments in 2009,however as the storm passes and the dawn rises, the good times made it up and cover those dark moments ,hiding them away =D. I made a lot of happy memories in 2009, and hopefully more would be made in 2010 .

Alright,now, for 2010 new year resolutions !

1) Study Harder& Smarter ! *well every year sure got this resolution wan lol*
2) Learn more new stuffs
3) Refrain from wasting time
4) Learn how to really care for a certain someone =D
5) Be serious in things I wanna pursue
6) Make up my minds
7) Grow fatter * serious no joke ima too thin lol *

I guess that's all for now =D Again,may everyone live life happily and be successful in future undertakings in this hopefully awesome 2010 ! Until next time ... Have fun guys and girls !=D

Friday, January 1, 2010

New Year Eve's Partyyyy

In just a blink of an eye, 2009 has whizzed past us ,paving way to the highly anticipated 2010. It has been an unbelievable journey. The year 2009 have brought me much emotions, dragging me into an emotional roller coaster most of the time. It has been a year full of tears,tears of joy,sorrow and much dreaded agony.

Alright,before I get all emotional and start preaching about my life , let's just get on with what I am supposed to be blogging today... NEW YEAR EVE !! Yeahh , due to a certain " someone " saying that I should blog with more enthusiasm and not half-assed posts with much emotions being put in. so.. yeah. no more emo ness !! Happy posts Peeps ! yeahh XD

So, in the new year eve,as usual I went to thong's party in stallion apartment. This year however,it seems that less people went there *no thanks to the host's lackadaisical attitude in inviting ppl * Lol

At approximately 7 pm, we arrived at Stallion Apartment. As it is still early for buffet, we went to the room first.
The majestic entrance to stallion apartment.
Once we are in room 401 ,we were greeted by familiar people. However, being a hot-blooded male there, I quickly noticed one irregularity in the party .How come there's only one gal and so less people compared to last years?


Either way, it was mostly all guys there and one gal. Kesian her la .. ahaha so soon after the gal went home after the countdown,it's all guys world =] .
Being the only girl in the party , it is natural that she do not mix along wif us playing games and instead, went on and do something deemed fun for gals.. : cam whore :P

Considering the fact that 2009 just past and 2010 has just taken over, we decided to celebrate it by staying awake the entire night.And, well, as I said earlier,being guys , we did the most natural thing to stay awake... : GAMES :P

So, at around 1 am in the morning, most of us the gamers went to Infinity near sungai nibong there.*for the uninitiated ones, Infinity is a cc, a.k.a cybercafe * and gamed the whole night. * we literally camped there * until the next morning around 7 am .

Btw.never knew that mcd at 2.am will still be so packed. =D

After game,we finally went back to our respective homes and sleep like pigs... but of course , not before taking group pictures and bringing back the fond memories and promises that we will meet again soon = ] .

Here are some pictures.
A bunch of gays hanging out in the room. Some gaying, some resort to smsing to stay straight .

The presents for the gift exchange plan.
During the buffet.
Two guys showing their strength.Trying to impress the other guys?
One of the group photos taken.
A clearer shot with extra people =D
The last picture of the day .. 3 musketeers ? XD
*Note. Credit goes to Gavin Fong for all the photos taken. All of this photos are splendidly taken by our professional cameraman of the day gavin fong ! Thanks again bro =D *

Alright, I shall not drag this post any longer.. Hope u gals and guys have a Great New Year and be successful in your future undertakings !!! =D Next post shall be about the new year resolution and past year reflection.. * in other words.. boring post full of words.. * so.. be sure to tune in =D .

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

My 18th Birthday Bash !

Woot! I am finally 18!!!!!!!! Breaking free from the adolescence teenage days and moving on to the realm of adults ! 18, the legal age to do virtually everything adults can do ( almost ),the very age where I can no longer be protected by the constitutional child's act [aww.. now if i murder ppl i really have to go to jail = ( ] Yeah, that 18 !! So,anyway I began this perfect day by waking up at 9 , unusually early for lazy people like me . ( i usually wake up at 12 + everyday since the beginning of holiday =D ) Anyway , I woke up to the call of my sister telling me to answer the phone as she said a friend of mine was looking for me.

Perplexed , I went on to answer the call ,still blur blur and confused as I just woke up from my deep slumber, wondering which friend of mine would call me as early as this and for what reason ? Unfortunately, it turns out to be a teacher, most certainly not a friend of mine asking me for help at school .So,there i was, on a supposedly perfect 18th birthday , I was requested to help out at school in the evening , effectively wasting this once-in-a-year special day.As I was still blur blur and confused, I foolishly said yes ,only to regret it . That was the first bad omen of the day.

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Thankfully,things got a turn for better =D .For awhile, I keep questioning myself. Why the hell did I say yes =.- . It was stupid to spend my whole birthday in school .After much confusion, I finally decided to heed my inner call and abandoning my conscience. I called the teacher and said no, I can't make it coz of bla bla bla some silly reasons which are not entirely true but not entirely false either . After that ,almost instantaneously,things took a change for the better. I heard people calling my name ,and from the doorstep , I saw some familiar figures emerging from the shadows.

Woot! A surprise birthday celebration ! Thanks a lot guys . Really appreciate it =D Anyway after eating the cakes ,we decided to head down to Kek Lok Si temple ,which isn't really too far away from my house.

I am kinda lazy to talk about things in Kek Lok Si, so i will let the pictures do the talking instead =D Enjoy .

"Hiking up" Kek Lok Si .
The magnificent Goddess of Mercy ( Kuan Yin ) Statue and the newly built pavilion sheltering it.
Us with the cute doggie bench.
Me with the pig lol.
Three guys trying to pose but ended up failing miserably. Epic PHAIL! haha


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After the whole Kek Lok Si trip , went back home and rested for a while before I head out for the apartment stay near Tanjung Bungah again . =D I was there attending and participating in a birthday surprise plan for my another friend whose birthday seems to fall coincidently on the same day as mine =D .

It was fun!! I must say though it was short , the quality of time we spent definitely would make up for the short time interval .There I gained some unique experiences that I would definitely not acquire had I insist on staying within my comfort zone and stay stuck in my house.

There, I experienced new thing . Roti Xmas.. Heard before? No ? For those that stayed over that night, u guys know what I mean haha. Wanting to try something new, I decided to stay away from the normal, common rotis there such as roti bom, roti cheese and etc etc. Upon gazing at the menu, I noted some peculiar name. Roti Xmas caught my attention was it was christmas eve at that particular time.

Wanting to feel the thrill and excitement of trying something new, I opted for it and opened the pandora's box. To my horror and astonishment , roti xmas was a typical western breadfast ,the normal sausage ,two eggs wrapped around with the crust of the bread and decorated like a christmas tree. And the price is even more astonishing.. rm 7 .Here's a pic of it
As, mentioned afore, inside there are sausages,eggs and breads. This cost me Rm 7, well nearly ,luckily the kind hearted waiter gave me promotion and lower it to Rm 5.50.Anyway,lesson learnt,never try some new things when u dunno how much it might cost u ! *


We walked past some pubs and bistros along the way and I happened to bump into an old friend who with a shocked expression shouted out to me . Weird,but cool ya =D .

Anyway I am super glad that I decided to go againts the odds and go out instead of stuck staying at home doing nothing during xmas eve. Christmas is here . May everyone have a mirthful christmas =D Here are again some pictures taken showing the presents I got from my marvelous friends and other pictures taken during the apartment stay =D. *Now none of u can complain my blog not enough pics :P *
Me and the birthday girl . To guys who are drooling at her beauty now, sorry guys she's taken .XD
Went to Penang Bowl at night. =D
Nice present box right? haha
3 necklaces from 3 diff ppl for me. Thanks wei !!! =D
And this super damn Kawaii cute monkey !! with the banana gosh Thanks alot . Love it! =D

Alright,that's all for now.Again,thank you very much guys and gals for making my day =D. And have a mirthful christmas. May everyone be blessed and may your wish be granted. 2009 is fading away slowly and 2010 is just around the corner, marching in , replacing the great year we had tis year slowly. Hopefully next year , it would be equally nice,if not ,better than this year for everyone.Next year, less game, more study.That's my resolution again but let's see how it will turn out . Last but not least, may everything be well, for you and for me =].

*Note, credit to facebook and their respective photographer for the pictures above. The photos above are taken from facebook of various people whose name I shall not mention here to protect their privacy but no copyright infringment intended.If you want me to credit u ,jst message me . I will do so instantly =X * Thanks !! haha

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