Chess~

Wow,chess? lolx if it was me 1 year ago, i won't believe i would actually BLOG on this topic.O well,one year ago , i didn't even will think i can play chess or blog ^^.Now,doing things at eleventh hour,i am joining tournament..ha-ha.Those who knew me beforehand ... most likely you all would be wondering why i play chess,right? And those who are in chess club and some of my friends would most likely think i play chess for GIRLS , right ?=.=" If any of you who think i truly played chess because of girls , sorry , you are DEAD WRONG!!! Well, at first i started "toying" with chess with the intention of leaving it .. but all of a sudden, i like chess.Maybe it was because of the excitement it gives and the complexity of the game.That is when i know the REAL CHESS.It completely differs from my thoughts of chess that it was mere pointless,lame , boring old game...well thats was my first impression after all hehe. O and of course there are supporting factors,such as SOMEONE i wanna beat in chess.That guy really drill a hole in my heart when he said i am noob =.="

Honestly, i hate ppl looking down on me.And at that time i lose desperately to him,as such , i train my self and wish one day i would beat him.Well,technically i didn't hate him but instead now i would think of him as my benefactor.This is because if it weren't for him , i would never have realized the mesmerizing beauty of chess... Even now,i am still a newbie in chess =.=" But having heard all the things about it,e.g tactical play,opening repertoire,endgame,middle game,positional play... ALL these are so interesting!!!!!!! ^^ True enough to be said ,the complexity of chess is the key to it's beauty.

Apart from that,another factor that drives my passion for chess is ... my egoistic nature =.=" o well you might not believe it but i am very egoistic actually.If you read one of my previous post,you will know that i like to be praised..though i don't show it much ^^ My aim to join is to beat someone high on top and being acclaimed a genius XP. I truly wants it , Imagine how nice is it , Being praised genius,prodigy and having just played for a few months, defeated the top players . Ah.... how nice would it be eh ? lol Sadly, the reality is far too different from my imaginary dream TT . The fact is i sux at chess =.=" i am extremely noob and a total newbie in this game. In chess,one could easily distinguish the pros and the noobs just by a single glance at the game.And unfortunately,i am the noob ==.Comparing talent,experiences and efforts, they (top players) are in a completely different level.They are completely in their own league..Everytime i watch their game , i felt sad as i could just watch from far behind ....But one day ..by this year,i swear i shall defeat at least one of the top players.I know it is a little late ( ok it is very late) joining chess in form 4 but hey,age doesn't matter right ? as long as you have the heart! XD.I am gonna do it for sure . I am gonna SUCCESS!