Of riches,stitches and teenagers.

Again, of riches.. and poors. It has always been an issue.There is a definite line that seperates the riches and the poors.Living in the midst of poverty myself, i understood how it feels to be poor.Nowadays ,the definition of poor is changing. No , when u mention "poverty" it is no longer the typical scene of guys living in a tatami house and being unable to gain any educations.NO, th0ugh that type of poverty still exists but in penang, i don't think it exists.Now,in penang, i would say even parents earning yearly income of Rm 5 k is poor.That is the sad truth.And to think that my families income is below that.To make things worse,i have a stupid sister.As i mentioned earlier, she has an extravagant lifestyle.Thanks to that , my life is miserable.


Ok,maybe i am being exaggerating here but the fact is to get a great education and ensure a healthy yet nice lifestyle,money is needed.As a teenager, i can't help but to think of other's luxuries.Sometimes questions like this might pop up."Why my father is not Bill Gates?" "Why am i not born in a rich family?" and etc. But this questions are wrong,morally speaking!We should be grateful to our parents for actually giving births to our very life.But then again,as teenager , truly, i can't help but think that why i can't afford such luck.Yeah.. it is luck i guess.A luck that i was born in this family.Maybe it is predestined, who knows ? But i don't blame my parents at all. I love them.And i am eternally grateful to them for giving me my very life.

Part of the agony of being poor is the unbearable feeling of jealousy and envious towards others.I know,it is luck.It is fate, destiny or whatever you might call it.Still , i can't help but to be jealous toward others.Another thing is... even though you want to help someone else or even buying presents for someone else.Lets say .. for your dearest? But it doesn't matters at all if you don't have the money to do it.What will it feel like if you just be able to look at other's sufferings and can't help them ? Sad isn't it ?

So ? What now ? Let's face the reality ok ? Money is needed.No, the world doesn't revolve around money.Even so , money is so important that one can just say the world NEARLY revolves around money.Let's just think of all the possibilities that i can do with money?With money, i wouldn't have to worry about my tertiary education anymore.I can pursue the course i wanted with leisure.With money , I can also further my knowledge on many things.For instances, i wish to learn piano, guitar ,vocal training and etc.Frankly,i really wishes to learn all this.And i know 17 is the prime age to do all this.It is just agonizing when you knew you can't afford it.

What are the solutions then?I have thought of two solutions.First of all , if one doesn't have money, one might replace it with talents.Logical enough right?If one have talent, money will eventually come naturally right?Now,by talents , you might be wondering.Is it that genius kind of talents? Well, that is certainly probable but the talent i am mentioning here is the talent of hardwork.This meaning that if one work hard enough, one day . he/she will get a proper job and nice,high income.Secondly, one can just wait and hope for miracles to happen.For instances, buying sports toto or magnum 4d and hope that you would strike the grand prizes.Personally,i prefer the latter method :P though realistically , the former method should be the one i should go for.

Alright, enough rambling about this topic i guess.The very reason i blog about this is because i was intrigued to buy a new handphone.Shall blog about this in the next post ^^.Oh yeah, if i have a wish right now, it would be to have more readers to my blog :P Partly because i can earn money through the ads ( yes,apparently i am still clinging to this childish dream of getting money from ads) and the main reason is because i truly want to share my opinions with many people.I want to hear ppl's opinions on this too.So,please.. to readers that read at least until here , do leave a comment if you are free ^^ .I really really appreciate your efforts. Again,sorry for this long post.I got a lot to crap .