Reflection

Sheesh,What am I thinking?All these are mere temporary satisfaction .Nothing else more than momentary happiness and joy.Definitely, it is not gonna last.I knew that.Yet, I keep on pursuing it,knowing that in the end, it does nothing at all.I dunno what I am chasing now at all.Love?Plausible .Strength ? yeah sure .Fame?maybe? .Health and Wealth?Most definitely !

Now,it has come to yet another moment of my life when I started to reflect on all my possessions,dreams and goals.This is where I truly reveals it all.Now,just for the warning,everything else in this post are mostly things that has to do with my life only and definitely not one of those exciting,intriguing posts that some of you readers sought of.So,unless for some awkward reason, you are interested in "reading" my life matters and all, do not hesitate to move on to other blogs or anything else you are supposed to be doing.
Alas,if you are still here, do enjoy this life rants of mine then, and happy reading.

First of all,Love...If you have been reading my blog, then you must know,I have been ranting a lot about love.And usually it will be lengthy,depressing and mostly emotional posts labelled under the label " Relationship".My love life is a screwed up wan... haha literally I can be said to be one that is deprived of love.Hahah,not that I care now.True,I might have been lured into the love traps once in a while but then again I realised,it is an impossible dreams.I might indulge in it for a while but it was only temporary.Yeah,you heard it,love is definitely not in my mind now.

2ndly,Strength...Well, of course it is every man's dream to be as fit asBrendan Fraser,Will Smith or even Christian Bale,yea thats the kind of "strength " that I wantAlso, I am pretty interested in martial art itself.The reason being I don't wanna be a weakling being pushed around by people at will.I just wanna be tougher.So.. yeah,strength is definitely needed.

3rd,Fame...Oh... fame,yeah what a nostalgic experience,talking about fame, I remembered having the little thought of starting this blog to earn some name for myself.Hahaha how funny now that I think about it.For that particular purpose, I have tried to change my blogging style to suit people from all ages and places.However,no matter how hard I try, I realised I just can't be someone else.I don't have that creative juice in my brain,oozing out any creative posts whenever
I wanan blog , neither do I possess any talent to make people laugh just by looking at my blog.I want to do that too but sadly,no ,it is just not my style.After months of blogging, I realised that my root, my blogging style is this type,this emotional,good-for-nothing writing style that serves no purpose at all.Again,it was all a thing in the past.Now,I rarely receives any comments and I don't think the traffic in my blog is all that mighty.Heck,I doubt anyone is even reading my blog constantly.But it doesn't matter anymore, as this blog will continue to exist.As long as I live,so long shall this blog live.

4th)Health and Wealth?Again, which man doesn't want to be as rich as Bills Gate ? Ronaldinho ?Paris Hilton? Just imagine the amount of money they are earning.As for health, when you got money, health will eventually come over.I can imagine they eating all the "healthy" abalons ,shark fin soups and all the exclusive medicine and health-enchancing proteins every single day.They are rich! That's why they could do it!As for me, my luck isn't that good.With my extravagant sister and my family's low income , definitely I am not rich.Wealth,however is definitely one thing that I would set my mind on.With money, I can do a lot of things... a whole lot more than I can ever imagine...

5th)Hmm,there is a fifth one? Oh yeah,dreams.. how could I ever forget it.My goals and dreams.I have been thinking recently.All my past thinkings have been too shallow.All I have wanted in the past was just a short term plans.Now,I should be thinking far ahead.In the distant future,what should I become,What courses should I pursue,What passion do I have?These kind of things is necessary in order for me to achieve my dreams.Give me 3 years and I will see what I can do.No longer shall fate control me.I shall control my own life!

Alas,the end of rantings.To those that has make it this far,I thank you for willing to waste time reading this musings of mine.Hope your life is a lot better than me ~.

Cool Ads !

Life has never been so good to me... well, to be expected anyway.I got some of my examination marks,not so good, yet not so disappointing either.However , this is not the problem, the problem lies within me...still staying dormant inside of my body.Oh well, I have been ignoring for the past few days and hope that time could heal the wound but unfortunately ,to no avail,it is still there.Now, I need a different type of approach to settle it once and for all.Wish me luck.....

On the other note,I just found some pictures. This is some of the most creative advertisement globally,It is definitely worth checking it out.Here is the link of the blog that showcase it.Ok,now for those lazy bummers out there who is too lazy even to click on the link, you can just scroll down to enjoy the pics XD .It's cool to share ^^


McDonald's-a board advertisement on bus stop

IKEA-living room on the street

Canon

Nestle-birds is taking away my nestle cookies

Nescafe-is Nescafe taller than Pepsi or the other way round?

FedEx Kinko's-an office and print center company

Fitness Company

Nissan-"BREAK GLASS IN CASE OF ADVENTURE"

Mercedes-Benz

Mini Cooper-The world largest toy car

BIC-King Kong shaver???

Lego

Nike

Nike-Nike shoe and Nike ball on the road

WoodLand

K-Swiss

Kill Bill 2

Hopi Hari-a medium sized amusement park located in the state of São Paulo, in Brazil

PETA (People for the Ethical Treatment of Aminals)

Discovery Channel-the building is attack by shark

[Note:This pictures aren't mine or associated with me in any way, just copy and paste from the link above :P ]

An advertisement by Jung von Matt/Alster for watchmaker IWC. Bus straps have been fashioned from images of IWC’s Big Pilot’s Watch to allow bus travellers near the airport to try before they buy at Berlin, Germany. 16 more advertisements after the jump.

A print of a cup of Folgers coffee was placed on top of manhole covers in New York City, USA. Holes on the print allows the steam to come out. Wordings around the cup reads ‘Hey, City That Never Sleeps. Wake up.” from Folgers.

An innovative idea on a large billboard in Amsterdam, Netherlands It really makes you want that ‘Heineken’.

This is a great advertisment campaign at Unicenter Shopping Mall in Buenos Aires,Argentina or Valentine’s Day. It magnifies the romantic ambience with a simple idea.

Life-size stickers of people were stuck on automatic sliding doors at a mall in Mumbai, India. When someone approaches the doors move apart and it feels like the people on the door are moving away. The person enters to find the message ‘People Move Away When You Have Body Odour’.

A sticker has been placed on the high voltage box depicting that Duracell’s batteries were used. Cool advertisement found in Malaysia.

An ambient exercise to promote Eatalica burgers. A ‘Caution Wet Floor’ board was placed near an Eatalica burger signboard. The copy on the board reads ‘Oogling at the burger may involuntarily cause drooling which may in turn lead to a wet floor. Issued for your safety by the management of Eatalica restaurant’. Eatalica is an American-Italian Food Joint in Chennai, India.

A life size sticker for the horror movie ‘The Maid’ in Singapore placed near the toilet round the corner. The kind of advertisement that makes you pee in your pants.

A giant mirror was built that allowed passersby to stop and look at themselves wearing Indivi clothes at a shopping mall in Tokyo, Japan

An advertisement for a job recruiting company in Berlin,Germany. Depicting people working in the vending machines, ATMs, it delivers the message that ‘Life is too short for the wrong job’.

Stickers were placed in selected car park locations and car workshops where the product is sold in Malaysia. It delivers the message that M-Tech Plasma HID Lights are 300% brighter than regular headlights. The burn effect sticker from the headlights really leaves an impression.

This controversial idea was done in Dubai by Sandeep Fernandes and Husen Baba Khan for the male deodorant, Axe. The mouse pad that every guy needs.

This is an advertisement found in Vancouver during the National Non-Smoking Week. The car was placed at the Vancouver Art Gallery and the message reads ‘Death from car accidents: 370, Death from smoking-related causes: 6,027, Quit now before it kills you.’

Life size images were stuck on glass doors at shops, airports in South Africa for the advertisement of glass and window cleaner I.C.U. The expression on the face is priceless.

Another creative idea by The Fitness Company. Heavy Weights were placed at various subways in New York City which creates an illusion that the person holding the safety bar is doing weights.

A very cost-effective advertisement in Hong Kong for a yoga school. It showcases the prowess of a yoga practitioner on the flexible stems of drink straws. A surge of enquiries and enrollment went after up this promotional stunt.

This is a creative ad by Mini Cooper placed at the Zurich, Switzerland Train Station. It gives the perception that the Mini Cooper has a large space.


[Note:The above pics are taken from here !Hope ya enjoy them =D]

Rants

Listening to : Zhuan Shu Tian Shi by TANK to calm my emotions

Look , I prefer not to rant if I could but then again, who am I kidding?In this world there is no way one such as me is capable of suppressing angers and feeling to rant out everything in my mind.Today, I am extremely pissed off by one person.I wanted to blog about this before but I did not last time.So,today, No mercy! I am gonna bitch like there is no 2morrow!

There is one person in my life that irritates and annoyed me to no end.She's a women, a girl to be exact... A childish , vain and extravagant girl.Worse of all, she had got my family blood running through her veins ! Yeah, none other than my younger sister.I know some of you out there are lucky because you have a good ,superb sis and maintain a good relationship with her/them but Not for me here.Why? I just couldn't get along with her no matter what I try.Never !

She,being the youngest in my family,gets all the luck.Computer at the age of 10, followed by handphone that is even greater than mine,plus all the money she spent on buying clothes and throwing party.Bang! It may seems like I am jealous of her but actually that is not the case.....Alright maybe I am just a little jealous but that doesn't change my point.She, being the luckiest and yet still bitchs around and dare to demands more money from my mother.WTH la? Damn,when I was her age, I didn't even spent a cent on all those gadgets and here she is complaining she is not lucky enough.

Despite her constant vanity,she is also an extravagant brat.Capable of spending money like water.She thinks our family cop money issit now?Damn.Thanks to her , I am capable of getting nothing but pure misery.Imagine all the things I could have gotten without her? Arg ,she spent nearly half the family fortunes on useless stuffs!The point is, I DONT LIKE HER! and neither does she ! How I wish I can get out of this misery right now and lift off this burden of being her brother.DANG!

The 2nd!

Ah...Today is the 2nd day of my 2nd Assessment test (No pun intended ) and guess what.... I AM SICK ! =.= Yes,of all days, flu chose to visit me today!Well,to be precise , it was yesterday but it only got worse since this morning.And it certainly doesn't help when I am sitting precisely UNDER THE FAN when having the exam !Hmm,so what does it do to me?Well,apart from having a rather husky voice and never-ending sneeze ( you see all the green mucus flying out from my nose ), nothing else is being affected.As a matter of fact, it even gave me some "benefits"... or sort of.First of all,I can get all the sleep I want, no more naggings on why I never study heheh.Next, I get to sleep early.Usually I slept at 2 ++ a.m but eversince I got this flu, I slept at 10 p.m yesterday ! (Wooo hoo new personal record XP).eOh wait, aha, well i can even say that this flu loosens my concentration and when I get a low mark, I can blame it all on this flu! Woo Hooo!.... Ok... Not quite.

To be honest ,my preparation for this test is really really small.One can even say I never prepared for it.Nevertheless,this test is just a minor test and need not to be worried about,right right ? Wrong! Zzz Even though this test is just a minor one but if I get a low mark even in this one, how could i score in major tests?It certainly doesn't help that i got two more major exams coming ! Ah!!! someone ,save me!!


On the other hand,Test is coming to an end =D To be exact,it is gonna end 2morrow ! Woo, nothing to be happy about as this is only a minor test but nevertheless I am glad it is gonna be over and holiday is coming!Alright,this time, I know what to for the entire holiday already! Go ! Go ! Go! No time to be sad or depressed anymore,this time, it is gonna be pure bliss.Smile,smile and laugh!Let laughter carries away all your worries, sorrow and sadness =D ^^]

New Layout!~

Just saw some of my friend's blog.They all look darn nice ! And looking at my blog.... Well ,I guess the old one has to go so that the new one can come.. So,Here it is! This template is taken from BloggerTricks, a cool and nice website with a lot of design templates! Although the original template was good enough, but knowing me, I would want to add some individual characteristic of my own to it.Thus,with some ideas in mind, I changed the header,the background and add a little favicon ( In case you dunno,favicon is the little small blog icon beside your link whenever you visit a website).Oh yeah, I added feed burner too! =D (Finally! lol ) Though.. my meager knowledge of html and css renders me unable to edit the size of the sidebar yet.There are so many more that I wish to edit. For example, there are some problems with the codes of nuffnang and sidebar , thats why when you look at it, it would seems weird.

I would definitely modify it more in the near future.So,stay tune for more improvements ^^.Please do leave your comments and critics too.

Moody Day.

Just a word,Weird!Today was a crazy,weird ,peculiar,strange ..ah whatever you would call it ..... but one thing's for sure ,it is anything but fun.I woke up finding myself a little bit dizzy but i was in a very good mood.Suprisingly , i started studying WITHOUT Switching On my COM! (Yeah , i know,I was surprised too.) Cool . Either way ,after doing my normal routines ( bathing, brush teeth ,breakfasts and so on .. (you know, the basic things you do everyday you got up.), I went on and try to study again.( OMG wow... I am suprised too ) I just had the mood.It was perfectly fine and the mood was perfect too.I was in the mood that I can seemingly focus all my concentration on one thing only without the hesitation to notice whatever happening around me.( I do have that kind of mood once in a while).You could say I was in a "nerdy" mood.

So,there I go,flipping pages by pages until I realised it was time to go tuition.Arg... perfect mood ruined by tuition..That's when I got all tired and lazy again.With a sleepy and tired mood, i went on , dragging my feet to take bus to tuition. Heck, I nearly dozed off in the bus too.Unfortunately, I made the wrong choice I guess.2morrow is my school's 2nd Assessment Test and I went tuition hoping that the tuition teacher will revise some lessons for 2morrow's test but man, I couldn't be more wrong than this.Not only does he never realise but he went on and teach the next chapter. By the way,the lesson was boring.I swear if it wasn't for the two talkative and annoying fellows beside me, I would have dozed off right away.



After tuition,I was supposed to go home right away to study as I realise there are 3 Important subjects to study for 2morrow and it seems like I completely forsaken the History subject.However,I end up going to Prangin Mall following my friends.At first,it was supposed to take a short while only but somehow we ended up going home at 7 +. I dunno why but when I was going home and in the bus,I was somehow pissed off at myself.Why so? Who knows..Perhaps it was my carelessness to prevent ,maybe it was my lazy attitude? Or maybe even due to my constant procrastination.Either way , i was in mood swing.A Bad one too.That was the very time when I really hate myself.

And now, I am here,blogging away all my uneasiness and moody thoughts.*Phew* Much better now .Oh yeah, I noticed that some of my friends had started blogging already and I am definitely glad by that news.Cool, now I have more blogging friends.Definitely this blogosphere will continue to expand.Hmm on the other hand,2morrow is my test and yet I am only 10% prepared...Alright I was exaggerating , maybe 5 % only ? heheh Alright, I am gonna study till 2morrow even if I have too. I gotta have that kind of conviction if I wanna do well.... but deep down inside my heart, I kinda know it is impossible.

My head is feeling heavy...Tired..Fatigue.. Man, coffee,if you can keep me awake , please do so now! Coffee Time! Let's see how far my willpower and this last minute work can take me =D

Story of Life 2.

My heart is throbbing,my body is aching.Ah...the never-ending pain.It is a sign that my life is finally coming to an end?As the pain finally settled down, i looked outside the window,noticing some cheerful kids playing and fooling around.*Sigh* If only I could return to those times.I looked on as my entire life flashed before me one last time.

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I was the only child of my family.Being the one and only ,i was given the comfort and priority to get the best out of everything.Despite the dire financial crisis my parents were facing , they tried their best to provide me with everything i needed.As I was conscious of our financial state,I wasn't being too demanding also.During my primary school time, i was the only one without any toys or action figures others had.The same happened in secondary school , I was the only one without computer.Everytime I saw my friends with their new gadgets and toys, I couldn't help but to envy and bear jealousy feelings towards them.There are so much things that i wanted to buy, so much things that i wanted to learn, and so much more that i can and want to do with the presence of money.

Unfortunately,my parents couldn't afford it.As a matter of fact, my parents were struggling even to just pay off my father's debt.Yes,back in his glory of youth,my father was a heavy drunker and gambler.All his money was used in gambling and buying alcohols.Yet,my mother remained loyal to him and stick to him until the end.Finally,after being sacked from his job of salesman and being chased by creditors ,he repented.That was all old story now.I didn't bear any hatreds toward my parents though,as I know they are doing their best to provide proper educations and other necessary stuffs to me.I blamed it all on fate.Fate for being born in this poor family,fate for living in poverty and fate for being unable to be rich.

My mother often told me "Son, money isn't everything.Look , without money we can still live happily right?One day ,the storm will clear and the sun will shine. That will be the day we achieved our true happiness " Those quotes of her was always being accompanied with her gentle smile.There are some truths in those quote but i couldn't disagree more on her saying that "Money isn't everything". Money isn't everything but it isn't anything too.In this cruel world of materialism and realism,money is needed in nearly everything we wanted to do and time has proven me right.

One day,my father came back with a heart-breaking news,he was diagnosed with having a tumor in his brain.Though not incureable,it would require a large amount of money to perform a surgery to remove the tumor,probably around RM20 k or so.At the sheer thoughts of money, my mother shuddered with fear.How could we earn that much when we couldn't even afford to pay our debts off?With just a few months left to live,my father gave up hope and went back to his old lifestyle.Near the end of his life, alcohol was still his best friend and gambling was his sole solitude.Finally, my father left the world without leaving anything behind.My mother, went berserk after my father's death and lost her sanity due to intense stress of works.

Now,all that's left in my family was me.Starting from that day, I never look the same way to money and wealth as I did last time.Money and wealth was my top priority.By hook or by crook,money and wealth must be attained.That was my only aim that time.Due to insufficient funds , i quitted school at the age of 15.Without any qualifications and working experience, i wandered around aimlessly , and eventually living my life as a labour worker.Those days were tough and i struggled everyday just to continue living.I wanted to change job, I wanted to earn more money but without any qualification and at such a young age, what other job can i do? I finally found my answer when one of my old friends came and asked me to join their job."What job?" I asked Wayne.To my utter suprise ,his reply was "Drug dealer ".Though reluctant at first,but the agonizing pains and sufferings working as a labour worker and the desire to earn money quickly blinded my sight.I finally succumbed to my greed and abandoned my code of justice and honour.

Within a short period of time, I earned a lot of money without ever having to work hard under the hot sun. I did felt guilty but the unbelievably large amount of money earned over a short time got the best out of my conscience.From there on, there is no turning back.I decided that I would do my best in making money the easy way.After a few years, I became an infamous black market dealer.I was a renowned figure in the underworld.Along the way,I did a lot of backstabbing , trickeries and a lot other treacherous and horrible things. I couldn't be bothered by it now.Now, I had gained both wealth and power.

With those wealth and power, I became a completely different person.I would often indulged in gamblings,smoking,drug dealing and even unprotected sex.This could be the black spot in my history but I don't give it a damn.The me at that time only know how to enjoy life to it's fullest... or at least that's what the foolish me thought.I became more and more reckless.Health wasn't even in my slightest thought.I neglected all the medical check ups and people around me.

A few months passed and one day , I received a bad news.My personal doctor told me that I was diagnosed with a chronic disease and it is at its terminal stage.In other words, my disease was incureable.If only I had done my routine medical check ups.... If only I had been more careful with my personal hygiene.I almost went insane at that point. I had the money!!! So, why can't I cure my disease???

They told me that it is only a matter of time before the disease start paralysing my entire body.Indeed,soon enough ,my legs were unable to move anymore.I had to stay in the hospital.As I was sulking and lamenting in my hospital ward , I met an old man there.I was amazed when he told me what happened to him.He was twice as old as me, and had even more severe disease than me.His whole body had been paralysed,leaving him the ability to talk only.Even so, he didn't regret a thing and was still happy.I asked him " Old man, do you have any money ?" He replied with a "No".Again, I asked him, "Then, do you have any power or fame?".He still replied with a "No".Curious and shocked ,I muttered "Then , how can you still be happy near the end of your life???". He gave me a weak but gentle smile and said "Son,sometimes money and power are not needed,Happiness is a thing that cannot be bought.I had married the love of my life and had some loyal sons,what else could I asked for?They are my source of happiness "

I was shocked.His words slapped me on my face and made me realised how wrong i was my entire life.I traded my souls to the devil just to earn some dirty money.....Now,in the near end of my life, I don't have any loved ones to visit me... nor do I have any source of happiness.I decided that I would donate all my wealths to the charity fund and scholarships for the sake of others.That's the least I could do to atone for my sins.

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Now,staring at innocent smile of those childrens make me happy.They are the childrens that had recovered using my money I donated.Oh yeah, did I mention that the old man that was cured?Apparently, he needed some money to perform some complex and expensive surgery. I helped him and the surgery was a success.Now,he is living happily with his families.Ah....Finally , I am able do something good.As I lied on the bed, I could heard some heavenly tune and my dead parent's voice.Oh...looks like my time has come,I closed my eyes one last time.

"Mom,Dad,I am coming!Let's be a happy family once again without the need of money in the otherworld."

Of thinking before talking

Today, I am faced with yet another difficulty of life.The inability to think before you talk.Yup,that is me,always using my mouth before my brain.This resulting in me always asking some stupid ,and irrelevant questions.In some sense, I was silly.In a more serious tone, I was simply retarded.Today,history repeated itself again.I directed some stupid questions to my teacher and that resulting in me being scolded.Actually,I don't really mind the scoldings but just so you know, I am a very rebellious person and I really like to fight back when my points are rejected.That moment, I nearly rebel against the teacher over a trivial matter.Luckily,my brain signaled me to stop and analyse the situation.I was not wrong,and neither does the teacher.It was just me,directing the question in a silly manner that the teacher thought I was fooling around with her.Argh...and I could actually argue and fight back as I have all the points but then again, I figured that was unneccessary and useless as I will only embarass myself once more.

One silly question is what it takes for me to become the laughing stock of the entire class =.-. I truly wonder why ... why am I not capable of expressing myself clearly ?Why do I always end up expressing in an awkward and silly manner?Other than that,everything was progressing well.This is the second day of my plan and so far, so good.

Yesterday,I was reading some tender love stories and heart-warming tales from the young writers in The Star's "Stuff @ School".Upon reading them, I was amazed by their creativity and intelligence to be capable of writing such good stories despite their young age.Looking at myself, I felt rather ashamed.Either way,after reading them, I was inspired to write a story too.So,I started writing and writing...Unfortunately , time prevents me from publishing the post yesterday so I shall post it up later.Be sure to check it out and comment! PLEASE! XP

The first step.

Today,i made the first step.Well,yeah at least that's what i thought i did.Anyway, today is the first step to my "BIG Plan".The same old plan that never works =.-.Nawh,couldn't be bothered by that anyway.Now that i learned that pledges and convictions are important,hopefully my own pledges towards my self will succeed in making my plan works this time.

Either way, there is one hobby that i seems to be picking up this month.Reading then newspaper articles!As strange as it might sound, i was never been interested in newspaper before.Honestly, i always thought my father was strange for reading them everywhere he goes and any time when he is free and yet now i am the one who has been doing it.I really enjoyed the articles and stories written by other people.Perhaps it got something to do with reading other's blogs?Yeah,passion for reading life stories i guess.

Star newspaper especially the "R.A.G.E" section is my favourite because the section features most of teen's contents and stories and some artwork by others too.Either way, i am addicted to it now.I just wish that more real life stories would be in store for everyone to enjoy.Hmm.. i even think of joining the rage bloggers hehe. Though, that would be quite weird as i don't really think i am ready to blog nicely yet.I found that the articles and stories written by those teens are really addicting and somehow it felt like i was reading some blogs .. In the paper! Hey,now that's nice!

Oh yeah, my second assessment test will start next week.Sigh so less time, so much to read.Again,blame it on my procrastination.By the way ,i heard that the date for SPM (Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia ) examination this year will be earlier and around October .O.o. Frankly,whe n I heard that news, i have mixed feelings.Happy because of the thought that SPM is gonna finish even earlier and we will get more time to spend with friends and sad due to the thoughts of having insufficient time to prepare for the test.

Nevertheless, i don't really mind that if it comes earlier.For me,the earlier the better.The thought of finishing it earlier just excites me XD.The consequences though.... can be worried later..Ah what the heck am i saying, this is SPM! zzz Study! Study ! Study! Have to put more efforts!

Same o ' Me

I hate them.Never in my life do i felt so threatened by such a trivial yet annoying things.Well,yeah, it may seem like a trivial,simple thing to all others that looked at it,but for the people who is having them, it felt like a pain and sufferings in hell or at least thats how i felt.Alright what are "them" you might be wondering?Well,as the title suggests, they are the meteor craters.NO,not the meteor that come falling from the sky.This one is particularly annoying.Yeah, the meteor craters on one's face.

Things aren't going according to my plans.It doesn't work properly.Guess what?Lack of will power again.It has never been great following my own plans.I just couldn't do it.Arg..crap , if only i were given the power to control,then the first thing i wanna control is MYSELF and next my life! I don't want to go to school nowadays.It is just pointless.The whole weekday is like a waste of time for me.They are mere trashes.Yes,that is how i would describe my school life now.Totally rubbishes.How i wish i could have stayed at home all this while, doing this and that to totally improve myself.

School ain't helping me at all.But hey, i had my chance.During the school holidays , i could have done so much to help improve myself.Exercises, Studying and so much more.And what did i commit myself to do ?Nothing, nothing but mere pointless activities.Arg,. if only i could have been more thoughtful that time...

I think you must have known it too.It is me.The one that keep procrastinates and finding excuses.The never-ever changing me that has always been saying " Oh , i am so gonna change myself by ... " This is not working for me. If i could just get another long holiday...oh please let some miracle happen... Oh yeah, how about the Chief Minister of Penang declared a 3 months holiday before SPM?That would certainly be delightful and great to have it .

Hopefully, he is able to think of such plan.This would definitely drive students to work harder and better (for me maybe ).Ah give me a break.I don't want to go school.Dang!Where is a holiday when you truly need one?

Right brained ? or left brained?

Just recently, i was surfing the net as usual , and i received a rather interesting mail.It is a test,well sort of. A test to determine whether you use your left brain or your right brain. At first , i was quite sceptical as i thought " what the heck? how could a simple picture determine whether or not you are using your right or left brain?" but after i did a little research in the net and try it for myself ,wow it was indeed true.This test does work.Now,try it for yourself and see whether the the girl in the image above turns clockwise or anti-clockwise?

Alright,for the rest of the post , i shall just copy and paste it here from the email.
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See if you can make her go one way and then the other by shifting the brain's current.

BOTH DIRECTIONS CAN BE SEEN.

Experimentation has shown that the two different sides or hemispheres of the brain are responsible for different manners of thinking. The following table illustrates the differences between left-brain and right-brain thinking:

Left Brain Right Brain

Logical Random
Sequential Intuitive
Rational Holistic
Analytical Synthesizing
Objective Subjective

Looks at Looks at
Parts wholes

Most individuals have a distinct preference for one of these styles of thinking. Some, however, are more whole-brained and equally adept at both modes. In general, schools tend to favor left-brain modes of thinking, while downplaying the right-brain activities. Left-brain scholastic subjects focus on logical thinking, analysis, and accuracy. Right-brained subjects, on the other hand, focus on aesthetics, feeling, and creativity.

If you look away, she may switch from one direction to the other.

How Right-Brain vs. Left-Brain Thinking Impacts Learning
Curriculum--In order to be more "whole-brained" in their orientation, schools need to give equal weight to the arts, creativity, and the skills of imagination and synthesis.

Instruction--To foster a more whole-brained scholastic experience, teachers should use instruction techniques that connect with both sides of the brain. They can increase their classroom's right-brain learning activities by incorporating more patterning, metaphors, analogies, role playing, visuals, and movement into their reading, calculation, and analytical activities.

Assessment--For a more accurate whole-brained evaluation of student learning, educators must develop new forms of assessment that honor right-brained talents and skills."

Alright,thats about it,now back to me.Well, it is amazing if u ask me .This thing really doest test if you are using your right or left brain but the best thing of all is, it gives u the chance to train your brain.Try and see whether you can make her spin clockwise or anti-clockwise by will. I am particularly using right brain in general but i did able to make her turn anti-clockwise ^^. Try it!

P.s the pic was "stolen from here