Warning,this isn't any thoughtful posts that provides creative opinions or what, this is just another rant of mine that is written in a rather rude and harsh tone,so,if you are interested in hearing me ranting ( wow you are interested?Weird . lol ) , do read on, if not , just stay away.
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Today, i have yet another dilemma.I get to choose between staying at home and do some productive stuffs or get out to Queensbay and watch movie.Well,unfortunately, i chose the latter one.Ah i know i know, what an i idiot i am but it is not that i want to do it willingly.Yes, as a matter of fact, i am "somehow" forced into doing it.If there are two things that i will never do under any circumstances, that would be 1)to break my promises made with my friends and 2)Betray/Backstab them. Well as you can see, it is all about friends.Yeah,perhaps the influence of dramas/animes but i have to admit, i am quite the "friend" type of person , the one that cares a lot about friends and zz... well you might thought i am bragging but ...whatever, i truly don't wanna lose any friends.
Either way, as you can see, i somewhat made a promise with my friend that i will follow him to Queensbay.And ah, off i go.Another situation, i was asked to follow a friend to a party next? ZZz nope, i don't feel like doing so either but if it is a request from friend , it would be bad to reject it right?So , i went along with it.So, there i am in queensbay with friends.Wandering around, finding other friends and then watching Hancock. Alright,now here comes another dilemma,go to gurney or go home straight?Yeah, foolish me, i went gurney ....and guess what, Whee we watched another movie yeah,Journey to the center of the earth.If there is one thing that i don't regret for going out today,it would be for this two movies.
Alright,now for the annoying part, the rantings.Today, what i am really pissed off at is news...How news and rumours circulate around the people.How gossips and rumours become reality.. Yeah those kind of thing.I fk-ing hate them.And yeah, please DON'T judge ppl by their appearance.That won't work,especially on me. NO one knows i am thinking ok? It is,My own brain, my mind and my THOUGHTS! Stop acting as though u know what i am thinking! Damn it u dunno what i am thinking ok! No one knows it except me.Who are you to judge me?Arghhhhhhhh again, i am fk-ing pissed that the fact my personal affair is known by others like newspaper and stuff. I DO NOT LIKE It i tell u, NO I DON'T! And what the heck? I am bloody damn pissed at the fact that i am living in poverty and there are ppl tat are living in luxury.I am unable to have what i wanted to have too.. Why is this so?WHy Why? WHy must some ppl are living in poverty and there are ppl living in luxury right from the start?Damn life is unfair. No i dont blame it on my parents, I just blame it on my fate.If it is luck, then i tell u , i hate luck, I hate destiny, I blame it on you ,fate! Shyt , i shall never be involved in things like this again.... Never , Never again shall i open my heart to others too.......
In conclusion, one can say that today is my worse and best day, for i had good and bad things together. The pros : the movies, the cons:... ah well u know the problems =.-
And thus this concludes another one of a teen's angst..
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