Another day

Listening to :Yuki-Dramatic *Piano Version*

The same mundane things happened in school again.So,yeah , i wouldn't wanna talk about school things as nothing interesting seems to be happening around. Oh yeah, today i attended two AGM(Annual General Meeting ) for the Buddhist club and Shaolin Wushu club.During the meeting,i realised something that attracted my attention.Yes,it is none other than their speech,or to be precise,their impromptu speech.Some of them are capable of great impromptu speech,simply go out there and start talking with great confidence as if everything was well prepared long ago.

Expressing theirselves in such a loud and clear manner,it is truly a feat that only some are capable of.Their speeches can be easily understood too.And then again , i see some of them that are incapable of delivering such convincing speech but hey, who am i to judge them while i myself is incapable of even expressing myself clearly.

However,i realised it too that in order to survive in this cruel world,and to give good impressions during interviews , i need to be more open-minded and eliminate the fear to talk.I need to be able to talk convincingly and express myself clearly.And of course,i need to be able to completely dismiss my stage fright and fear to talk to ppl,a.k.a "paisehness" or shyness.

From what i have been experience for years,it seems that i am actually capable of delivering good speech and can talk.(well at least thats what i think )In msn for example, lol i can talk better in this virtual world than real world.That's definitely a fact that i am pretty sure most of my friends will notice.Argh...for that reason, i strive to improve on my speech delivering abilities and eliminate my shyness!!!

Alright,move on to next thing.Just now, i was studying a little and i notice one particularly trivial matter.Hmm...whats the real point of studying this subjects?And to memorise nearly all of the experiments and facts?Well , honestly i don't really see the point here.Why would anyone want to read and memorise if not all, most of the facts and experiments in biology syllabus unless one would aim to be a doctor?Yeah,for someone like me, someone who particularly not interested in medicine, i don't get it at all.

Then again, it is all for the sake of scoring an A1 in SPM.A's are afterall what the society nowadays demands ,is it ? Who knows? One more thing, SPM is also a thing about luck.Yes,luck again.This can be well portrayed by the creation of paper 3 in science courses.The part regarding experiments that is.You can't expect us students to MEMORISE ALL the experiments in the book right?Especially when there are almost hundreds of them when combined (ok maybe i am exaggerating but the amount should be large enough to intimidate any normal students)That is just plain stupid.If students are expected to memorise and understand everything in the books,then i don't see why we need teachers anymore.Students could might as well be the teachers themselves.So,thats why i said SPM do depends on luck too.Luck that the sections that one read come out.Luck that the experiment that one memorise is in the exam And luck that the markers of your examination people isn't in pissed off mood when he/she is marking your paper

Enough rantings, i bet most of you don't even understand what i am crapping about in the above rants.If you do,wow gratz, you are a genius as i myself have no idea what i had just crapped.So much for the aim to express myself clearly zzz.

O.o, i forget to mention ,tomorrow,oops it is already past 12 .erm.. yeah so today, i will go and watch Batman:The Dark Knights in Queensbay.With it's 5 star rating, it is sure to be awesome.I do hope i can watch it ^^.Today,there are two major events will be happening too.The YE (Young Enterprise ) sales in Queensbay and Bon Odori (a japanese festival or culture in Malaysia) in Esplanade.Sigh i wish i can go for both but lets see what will be installed for me... It all depends on luck again ^^.